no choice? NO CHOICE??

2 person smsed me late last nite...
was tired driving like 10 times yesterday so i went to bed really REALLY early...
i had a dream wif rave in it....then rave smsed...incomplete dream....just remembered we were in paris, in front of the Eiffel tower..
rave asked me a question.....and i was about to answer when the mobile went off...
it was a great dream but i didnt noe wat the ending was to it, hmmmm.....

five minutes later, melson smsed....breaking up really mean someting now?
are u crying now? are u regretting it now?
ure sad because u cant luv me, sayang me anymore? ure sad because there is NO CHOICE?
u are sooo rite...true luv involves 2 hearts and when one is gone, there's no point hanging on...
true love is made by joining 2 hearts together, if one heart isnt around, tat is not called LOVE..
so u respect my decision huh? u wan me to be happy huh? u wish u can continue loving me huh? its my choice isnt it?
did u ever tink tat i am disappointed? its not just a matter of falling out of love....in ure case, disappointment is more likely the root of all evil...
i gave u 5 bloody long years but nth came out of it....i am totally disappointed in you, so much so that i have to let u go...
it seems tat i am the one blocking u having a future..so if tats the case, why not i excuse myself?
i cant be tat selfish to stand in ure way...........

tings are getting more and more complicated....
go tink about wat u did wrong....wat u loose in this battle..
there is no 3rd party involved.........i didnt give u up because of rave....i gave u up because i wan u to have a fresh start...
i really wan us to be good good frenz in the future, i still wan u to be by my side, i still wan to see u but if ure choice is to vanish from my sight then so be it....i cant force u...