omg....i just went ga ga!!

last nite was the nite...
rave asked me to be her gf *aargh*....
i tot it was a joke because she asked me to play '2nd life' wif her and be her 2nd life dear...
i was like neh..i dun wanna be 2nd life dear...1st life dear would be better...
then she just asked...for real, no jokes, not playing games, not for fun, for real, the real deal...be her gf! i was just godsmacked....i didnt noe wat to say...
i just wanted to say yes...come sweep me off my feet...but the fact was i couldnt.
not because i dun wan to, just tat at the moment my legs are tied down...
i am really sorri....the look on ure face was just telling me tat ure waiting for me to say yes...
u even said u asked me twice and twice the answer was the same...where got??
anyways, i still dunno why u wan me to be ure gf....ure not afraid of getting hurt by me for the 2nd time? ive hurt u once b4 and i might do it again...
it has been 5 years...5 years leh....not 5 mths k.....why??!?!?!