bbq @ tom'z house

its monday and its the queen's bday. as i have oredi mentioned, i was gonna make potato salad for the bbq party since i din buy meat. woke up about 8 to started preparing stuff. its not really a quick n easy ting to make actually. boiled the potatoez, chopped the onions, green onionz, bacon and eggz. cooled the potato and then fried the bacon. tossed everyting together and wala...the salad is ready to eat. i put extra load of green onionz cuz i just luv them so much :P taste test, YUM :P

just when i wanted to shower, mum smsed me about some stuff and i was like why now mum, just as i wanna rush out. tried calling her but no answer so i cant be bothered anymore, just sms althou i had like $5 credit left @_@!
sorta settled it while i was driving and typing smses away. got there and woah, tom's grandparents own a house on a sloppy hill hahaha. i luv houses on top of some sorta 'hill' :P so romantic!
tot i was late but i was even earlier than that bloody host =.="

tat fella bought so much stuff. geez, tot he invited like 20 ppl or someting. instead it was just us. helped him unload his car wif food and xbox/ps (i dunno wat it is). the house was pretty small if asked me. but it had such a great backyard thou, small but i luv the view.
aud drove mel and neo over.

without wasting time, we started the bbq, get it warmed up ready to go. main bbq-er was neo cuz he had to marinate and grill his chic wings on the barbie so he stood there most of the time wif us taking turns to help him cook the sausages, beef and wat not. it was mostly sausages cuz aud brought, mel brought, and so did tom. imagine the amount of sausages. we started eating as we were bbq-ing. if not tings get cold and then not nice d.

sit and eat and chat lor. tok about life, about opinions and about the future. it was a bit weird to have tom as part of the group cuz we never hang out wif him one lor. speaking of which, i hope i'll still get to spend time wif all of them next time :(

we started keeping tings after 2 hours. we went indoors instead to play games. aud, neo and tom played some car racing ting. boring betul. then we decided to watch high school musical 2. omg, i can die str8. boring like wat oni lor. the moment the blonde fella starts singing, STOP the dvd, take it out and watch someting else. its a warning man. HSM1 was much better trust me. romey and jem came after a while. we all decided we watch step up 1. neo, tom and romey watched oredi but dun care, we still watch. wahliao, watching a movie wif romey when she oredi watch is damm boring lor ok. she cant stop 'telling' the story. damm her la, she dunno when to shut it. its a good show, not much dancing as i was expecting it to have but its ok, oni 2 stars from me. sent neo and mel back cuz they had tings to do. came back and watched lakehouse. i watched tat show like a million times oredi. such a good show. luv it to bits! 4 stars :P wanted to cry bt just had to hold it in man. hehe. so sleepy truout the show, me and aud were like oh my gosh, we're sleepy. after the show ended we just slept on the sofa. i actually slept for maybe 5-10 minutes until my phone vibrated under my pillow haha. woke up and they were playing some games. played a very stupid monkey game =.="

it was about 5.30 when mel's fren and her mum came. her mum has tis 'zombified' look on her face. she doesnt smile and she has like no expressions on her face lor. really like zombie. i tink even a zombie tats been awaken by oso got more facial expression than her.
started the bbq again. tis time aud and i were sorta main bbq-ers. cuz no one else wanted to do it. cook and eat at the same time lo. then neo came...sifu for chic wings haha. couldnt get mel so sent neo to go get her haha. she slept till dunno how to wake up and phone wasnt turned on ahaha. then henry came. omg i ate tooo much chic and sausages. can die lor. din drink a drop of pure water the whole day. all lemonade. *fainted*. sit and tok tok again. me and jem saw a shooting star. omg, it was beautiful! ok tis is out of topic but i wish to watch the sun set and the sun rise wif my partner, watching the stars at nite and hoping for a shooting star hahaha.

faste make wish lor. hahaha, auddie made an extra long one and we were too noisy tat she couldnt concentrate on the wish haha. neo entertained us wif his army stories again. OMG SUPER FUNNY LOR. we all larfed so much our tummy hurts after tat. the powder bath song...i really wanna noe how tat sound like lor. damm neo forgot how to sing it. army seems so fun man.
mel's fren and her mum together wif jem was inside singing singstar. omg tats some bad singing man. then we started washing up. neo got angry cuz he had to wash the bbq pit. hahaha, say he wont do it again hahaha. romey, mel and henry washed the dishes while aud and i made ice kacang hahaha. it was funny really, my poor fingers were frozen from taking ice and stuff. after tat we had another conv over the dining table and then moved on to singstar! muahaha...tom said tat everyone has to sing a song if not cnt go back. pfft, as if anyone would listen to tat crap.

aud has tis really low and sexy voice cuz she lose her voice. neo said she toks and larf like a man. wahliao, auddie so angry wif him lor. just ignore him from then. she kept singing wif her low sexy voice hahaha. they were singing all tis old songs from the 80's like 'we are the champions'. omg super funny lor. then i had a go as well, i started by singing the song by the calling 'wherever you will go', then hoobastank 'the reason'. jerome sang thirsty merk '20 good reason' then i sang along, she passed the mic to me huahuahua. ive been told i can sing and have a good voice hahaha. does tat mean i'll sing karaoke? NO! hahaha. 'the reason' song is stuck in my head man.

ppl started to leave. at last, left me and aud so we oso go lor. tat was about 11-ish. wow, ive been there from 11am till 11pm. my gosh, and i told u guys tat more than 3 hours wif tom is a nightmare, hmm, at least tis isnt...hahaha. it was a day of pure fun and entertainment man. wouldnt mind doing it again if anyone wants to hahaha.

got back home at about 11.30pm. stink like bbq!! told myself i would shower b4 bed but then came back, so lazy and tired. kena scolding from rave. go shower lorrrrrrr. because of tat i was awake and didnt sleep str8 after. voice chat wif her till 2am. cant stand it anymore, had to sleep. going uni the next morning for liana's group project ting then go out wif the gang. hehehe.
i will upload a few pix once i get them from auddie. i have some but i lazy put now hehe. stay tuned :P

another filled up study break

its study break AGAIN. not tat im complaining or anyting, how come there are so many study breaks one? we just had one 3 weeks ago lo ok. but then again, this is the 2nd last one, another one will be a week before finalz start.

started the break by going to ikea, office works and clubbing @ the library. its oso the long weekend because its the queen's bday tis tomolo (monday). i had the top floor of the house all to myself since friday cuz my cousin went down to albany wif her interstate frenz. feels good to conquer the top floor after a while.

woke up tis morning wif a crazy back ache. was it the way i slept tat i twisted my back and strained my erector spinae muscles? painful and uncomfy. woke up to have breakie and go for work. was insanely sleepy tat i oni stayed for a while. told him i was very tired and i dun have any sleep. oh and i tink i got caught for speeding! doube demerits somemore. SHIT FACE!! i hope i din get cuz i was just going 70 on a 60 are. come on la, its ridiculous lor. the 2 idiots were standing at the ramp str8 after i exit from the freeway. tats just unfair eh. from 100 suddenly go down to 60 so fast meh. siao! haihz, will receive fine and double demerits. oh boy, there goes my record :(

told myself that i will sleep after lunch but here i am typing away. i sorta cleaned my bookshelf a lil so tat i could put in the coloured files i bought. i oni have pink and green ones.

====cute leh, the top shelf very messy, the bottom ones are a few of my shoes hehe====

having a bbq @ tom's place tomolo for lunch. i didnt buy meat to bbq cuz im sure others will do tat. so i plan to make potato salad (yeap, its the easiest and im the laziest hehe). went to iga to buy some potato. i tell u ah, here got sooo many types of potato i really dunno which is good for wat lor. guess wat, i bought the most expensive one available, royal blue potatoez. i didnt wanna use my aunt's one althou i noe she has a lot of potato. i oso bought a big red onion which is like luxury onion or someting here. its freaking ex, its like $8 a kilo or someting. i find the smallest one but its still huge and too much for me salad. i bought 1.2kg of potato and a huge red onion. plan to use eggs and spring onion from home. i still have bacon and dressings @ home so its all good. came back faste boil eggs. my gosh, the eggs so tiny! shrunk oredi isit, last time one so big. i felt bad for taking 3 eggs. might just buy another tray back for my aunt :P

i on9 and faste type in royal blue potato. shit! best for roasting =.=! i str8 away wanted to slap myself on the face. buy so ex potato and its the wrong one. petathic jezz, very petathic! went down and told my uncle. he started lecturing/scold, ask me why i go buy when at home sure got? see i feel bad la, its not like its for family to eat, its for frenz eh. kena scolding for tat hahaha. apparently my uncle say royal blue oso can do salad @__@
hmm....lets just see wat turns out tomolo morning when i actually do it hahaha. hope can eat if not pengsan.

tom asked if we wanted to stay till nite and we could order pizza. i was like...NO! i wanna go back. more than 3 hours wif him could be torture haha. since julz dislike him right down to his guts rite now, she obviously wont turn up hehehee. i dun blame her really. im just going cuz its bad to turn someone down after an invitation. he invited me first eh. so give face a bit la k.

tuesday going to uni to participate in liana's group project tingy. appointment wif clint to finish up my physical and hopefully get treatment. then after tat maybe hang out wif auddie or someting. might even have another pot luck at her place at nite. dunno about tat one yet.

wednesday whole day in uni. from 11am i will be in clinic. 12.30 will be patient for julz so tat she can do her physical. then from 1.30-6.30 clinic shift wif john tan OMG. i hope its not going to be like pure silence and awkwardness man. tat JW fella just seems scary but ive been told by julz tat he isnt tat bad. more open tis time around i guess.

thursday maybe wanna go harbour town. dunno if anyone wants to tag along. if no one wans then i'll go on me own hehehe. freedom shopping haha. mel said she might wanna go shopping so see where she wanna go la.

friday ah, erm dunno if we're going ruby room onot. prolly not cuz on saturday we have 'volunteered' ourselves to be model patients for the 4th year clinic entrance exams. hmmm..see how first la. maybe not going ruby room after all.

then sunday got work in the morning then have the whole afternoon to do my hair, make up and wat not for the christmas island association's 50th anniversary in australia ball.

oritey, im tired, i wanna go sleep but then in a few minutes, im going to eat dinner =.=" cousin coming back soon. no more freedom hehehe.

chiro pub crawl : painting the streets in red

the first pub crawl i went was wif J and the twins. chiroz have pub crawl very so often. its oni fun if u go to clubs/pubs tat u like. i didnt wan to go for tis one cuz i dunno many ppl tat are going. but on thursday, auddie asked me again so i say ok la. acc her lor, at least can take care of her.

====mel was super funny lor, she tried squeezing herself into the kid's egg. juli even funnier, she said tat she was gonna buy many of those so tat when her future kids ask her where they came from, she would just say they hatched from those 'egg-like-chairs' hahahaha!!!====


====pee-ka-boo melisa====

we went to the new ikea up north after they finished class. julz and neo drove. had lunch at the ikea restaurant. i had swedish meat balls :D shared tat and a salmon salad wif julz. jerome just walked tru the counters without knowing she had to pay for it =.="
she sat down and aud was like just sit and eat, and PRAY! hahaha. i told her go pay, but she hesitated. it would be stupid to take the food back and say forgot to pay but can u even eat it? she got up, sit down, got up, sit back down. damm it jerome, just go pay. she's just too innocent. chic wif attitude. val joined us and we went shopping for stuff. we went and sat on every sofa, every bed, and touched omost everyting that was on display. was suppose to get 2 laptop table for my cousin but they didnt have it yet so too bad. save my time hehe.

===we found tis at the kids corner, hand warmers! omg, so cute..wanted to get one eh. bring it to dublin wif me hahahaha. kawaii des!===


====timer camera...funny julz, funny. i ask u to open ure eyes when the camera clicks. not tat BIG la...she looks like she's sked!====

then we came across the kids section. omg, so cute!! i went around and i was like, yeap yeap i wan this next time, that for my kid, that for me and the list went on. we were in ikea for about 2 hours then went to office work to get my coloured files. im a meanie to neo cuz i dun wan his black a4 arch files. i wan the coloured ones hehehe. he wanted the FC files and i was suppose to swap it wif him. tim ji his one is black so dun wan. i am jezzie the meanie :P
they are such a great bunch of ppl to hang around wif lor. never fail to put a sad face, oways larfing and teasing each other.

===auddie spotted tis and boy was it really hard to write lor. i cant even see the point why ppl need tat writing pad anyways===


===the result of our artwork. can u spot which one's my writing?===

at about 7.30, audrey came over my place and i had to get ready. had so much time to look pretty and hawt hehehe. straightened my hair, slap on black and blue eye liners, put on the blings and im set to go. but had to wait till like 9pm so was on facebook wif audrey while she showed me a few of her frenz.

she drove me to sean's place. used her gps to get there. hehe. pretty kewl ting tat gps :D
sean is an aussie bloke who just got seperated from his wife. his house was very 'single'. he has the cutest birdie called topaz. dunno its a parrot or wat, i am clueless. then he had his shower while aud and i froze our butts in his living room. we went and pick luke up. luke was definately happy to see me. he oredi had a couple to drink during work and after haha.

wat more does a guy need when he has a car, a mate, booze and 2 hawt chicz wif them hahahaha. tats wat luke said. he asked me to drink a can of jim beam beer in the car. i told sean i dun wan to cuz i dun wanna be puking in his car hahaha. auddie said tat wif his driving, she's oredi puking without even having to drink. LOL!! got there, parked the car and went str8 to 'the library'. because we went late, we oni ended up at the library. i dun like that place. the last time i was there, we oni sat for 5 minutes, skull down a drink and off we went to another club. i dunno why, the place is just boring sia! neo was there *woot woot*, looking SUAI GE! hahaha. since it was so bored, we decided to stay for a bit then later go to 'metrocity' for the asian nite theme. but cant get tix so decided to stay in the library. first up, cranberry vodka. more like just juice than vodka. smirnoff ice next :D had to dance after tat one cuz i was turning RED and hot i became. didnt noe anyone there man. boring sia! kept drinking. i did a few shotz wif aud and it was yum yum. wanted to try some black shot ting but cant remember wat its called. the bottle is super long and pointy. interesting. then i had my first vodka red bull. yum! if u hate red bull then u wont like it. after tat it was JD coke from then on. one of my fav drinks. danced on the podium huahuahua. cant be bothered, i just need to shake tat ting baby :P my head felt like it was gonna blow up. the whole nite i was on my hp. sean started to send me smses. so cute lor. i was siting next to him but he still sent me msges. so random weh. then i oso texted wif rave, melson and amoz. i was definately on the drunken edge. i couldnt stand str8 nor walk str8. i omost sprained my ankle when i was walking towards the bar.

then i was tired so i sat down next to this old-ish lady since there wasnt any seats next to sean and aud. she was like hey babe, ure hawt. then she came super close to me and she was like touching my top saying, nice twins u have there. i was like super high and all, i just burst out larfing. then she asked me if i was bi =.="
then later she was like, let me show u my twins. i was like no no its ok thanks, then when auddie was looking at me, tat old fella pulled her top up flashing her boobies. WAHAHAHAHA. i just larfed so loud she tot i luv her ting. she tried picking me up asking me to follow her home and have a 3some wif her sexy bf. wahahaha. super funny man. then i just stood up and went towards auddie. she was just speechless and shocked. then we went dancing. sean was sorta looking after aud's jacket + wallet in it. the oldy fella went over and sat wif sean then sean forgot about the jacket and just stood up and leave. when aud went back 5 seconds after tat, she couldnt find her purse! damm it, the biatch stole it. super shit house man. faste rushed out and ask the bouncers if they saw the biatch. they say she went so fast dunno where she went.

damm shit. she had her driver's liscence, mobile fone and about $100 in cash. faste called 3 to cancel the mobile service. damm no mood adi lor. cant be bothered going back in to have fun. so sean drove us back. on the way back, she called the police to report her stolen ID. i asked auddie to crash at my place but she din wan to. so ok lor. she drove back from sean's place. i was a lil tired when i got back, still couldnt stand str8. well at least the whole nite i didnt puke except for after dinner when i was too full. i tink the reason why i oways puke is cuz i drink after eating. which is bad. but then again, u cant drink alcohol wif an empty stomache. i just threw everyting on the ground and went to bed. woke up at about 10 tis morning *eekz*. i spent more than $50 for drinks alone man. oh boy.

maybe tis week wanna go ruby room @ burswood somemore. wahliao, tat place the drinks are super ex. atm again hehehe. maybe dun wanna go la. see how first. tat sean, tis morning send random messages again. wats wif tat dude hahaha. very random. felt sad for him cuz he oni had 2 drinks cuz he had to look after us gals and drive us. hehehe. if go ruby room will take cab so tat he can drink :D sadly, there isnt any photos cuz all the photos taken were in aud's phone :(

an evening wif don tolman

woah, raining the whole day. gloomy and wet. dun get me wrong, i like the rain, when im indoors tat is. i had no choice but to carry my brollie each time i step out of the car/house/building. had lunch at home then went to uni for immunology mid sem exam. melisa stresses me out like mad. she keeps saying she dunno tis dunno tat but tat gal has been studying since God noes when. the exam had 50 mcq and i tink it was reseonably hard.

after lingering around chit chating wif frenz in the chiro area, filled my car wif fuel and sent val off to the train station. raining mah, so din wan her to take the bus. see, im so considerate. i wanted to stay back and attend lab wif the gang k, but offered her a ride instead. since i had about 2 hours to kill, i went to target for shopping. cant be bothered going garbo. had nth to buy so just browse around lor. bought undies, sox, and had some cash out cuz im broke!
wanted to get a new guess wallet from guess but it was a bit ex. i tink its cheaper back home.

D called and told me he was in garbo. wat the, din tell me earlier. told me he had a haircut etc. julz called as well but i wasnt able to pick up. called her back but cant get. went back to uni, called mel and went to the tavern. they keep asking me to drink...i cant cuz i need to drive a long way down to the city after tat. drank lemon lime britters. non-alcoholic. rene came...YAY! hugs and kisses to all. gave him the wine and the card. felt bad cuz luke came up to me n say why i din tell him the wine was for rene and he wanted to chip in. sorri but i wanted it to be just the 7 asians :D
sorri luke. dun tink im the nicest gal he tinks i am to him hehehe.

julz and i had to leave at 5.30 to grab someting to eat. we decided to go to 'wok in a box' @ bullceek. omg, super cute. reminds me of eating take away food when i was in america ages ago. the freaking tiny tiny meal cost A$8 but it was super cute. the box had a metal handle on it, super cute. the food was disgusting actually. had some hot n spicy box, so its called.

then head down to the city for the 6.30 rego. since the tok was in pamelia hilton again, we decided to park @ the convention centre across the street. bad choice, the fees were freaking ex! ran to the hotel cuz it was slightly drizzling. omost got hit by a bus cuz i wanted to just run lucky julz caught me *woopz*. got there and woooo..so many ppl! rephrase tat, woo so many mature ppl ><"
the tok was orite, it was about the truth about health care and wat the drs are covering up, how the more we feed ourselves wif drugs and watnot, the more worse we get.

he said one ting and i found it interesting and somewhat true. he said:

"in y life, i have never known someone who died of cancer, but i do noe ppl who died of the treatment they were given...."

it then hit me, wat he say was true. cancer doesnt kill someone. they die due to the treatment they get like radiation and stuff. why get vaccination when its not 100% guranteed? why take anti-inflammatory drugs when ure body is trying to fight it of naturally? i just realise tat when u put all the physiology together, it sorta make sense. he was saying how our health care system is soo screwed up just cuz the big drug companies are making and throwing so much money into the industry that they are 'experienting' their drugs on us.

i find the tok very interesting. i still support medical opinions and i would still see my GP for medication if i need to. just listening to him give his speech just opens my eyes to a bigger picture. i dunno how juli could sleep tru the speech. he wrote a 2 volume book called 'farmacist desk reference' and it cost a stunning A$220. not oni tat, he has tis 2 day course ting called 'bootcamp for brain' and it cost like A$1980! omg, to actually tink that thousands of ppl all over the world would sign up and go for the course is insane. but it was amazing how he was toking about 'chanting and memorizing' tings tat ure exposed to in the world and be able to remember it so many ways is just excellent. if the course was lesser by one zero then i would go but 2k? no way. not even chiro related man.

julz bought the books. maybe just borrow from her to have a look kua. she can afford, i cant and i dun wan to. buy it from ebay if its really good :P
finished at 9.30 and we went back to our cars. omg, parking cost me A$11!! for 3 hours. wat the heck, so expensive. shd have just parked along mill street ><"
i tink i noe my way around the city better now on car. cuz ive been driving a lot lately, going places i will never go. its a good ting i guess. i oways take the bus but driving is scary but interesting as well.

a few nites ago, rave told me that she wasnt allowed to go travelling at all in december. i was like WAT THE HELL?!?!?!?! are u kidding me?? after i issued my ticket, change money and everyting??? then tonite she told me about it and i was even more pissed off!! i was swearing up and down, in and out. i really wanted to find someone to slap lor. i locked my door and started throwing my tantrum. i told everyone tat i was chatting wif, and they were like chill chill. chill ure head la chill. how to chill????? i tink i had the LONGEST face ever tonite. wasnt even sure if i shd be sad or mad. i decided to be ANGRY! piss me off totally. ask me refund my ticket. wtf?? NO! if really i wont get to go ah, i will rock up to her house back home and look for her dad lor. i dun even wanna hope for good news cuz i noe there's not gonna be one.

piss me off! i was so sleepy when i got home but when she told me about it again, i got so hot tat i am so awake at the moment. seriously, can slam her dad's face on the table or wall now lor. GRR!!

manual handling course

monday came and monday went. day by day, time passes damm fast ><"

i had to attend the manual handling course @ the niche, sir charles gairdner hospital grounds. i couldnt be bothered taking the bus because i dunno which bust to take. but when i was there, i saw bus 98 which was the one i could take *sien*. i had to drive into the city and pass kings park. it wasnt hard to find the place at all. traffic jam for a bit and i tot i'd be late but i arrived just before 9.30 :D parked my car and registered myself. hmm, i wasnt expecting tat many ppl. there was about 10 ppl. it was boring at first because they were going tru anatomy of the back which i noe behind my head. then it got to the practical bit and it was fun. i forgot to mention, this course is just so tat i noe how to attend/assist disabled ppl without hurting my back. so it was about posture and how to deal wif machinary needed to help the disabled.

we learnt how to roll the patient, lift them up and how to use a hoist! tat was fun cuz i get to be patient because i didnt need to noe how to use one. so i tot i'd be patient so tat others can practice. being hoisted was fun. basically its lifting the person up from bed to chair n vice versa. pretty fun getting lifted up like a baby hehe. wasnt much fun being the person on the hoist cuz it was rather uncomfortable :(

finished at 1.30pm. went home for lunch, did a few tings then went for a swim. since i cant do much cardio after having a dodgy knee, i tink swimming is the best alternative. at about 5.5opm, i left and headed for belmont forum for a movie wif my cousin. she won tickets again. tis time was for the show called 'the rocker'. it is not due to be launched in january next year in oz. it was super hilariouz. tis time it was good because the guy sitting next to me was larfing so loud tat we were actually LOUD together hahaha. really funny show. it didnt make me jump off my seat but it was a good comedy. din win the i-pod nano as door prize but its ok :)

got home at about 9-ish. ate dinner then came on9 to do some chatting and do some work. rave is gonna book stuff soon. money is such an issue at the moment. the next few years eating bread and butter plus water as liquid is gonna be soooo hard for me.

am very tired at the moment. studying immuno is soooo damm boring. exam is on thursday. and boy was the lecture tis afternoon BORING!! went and see clint for a history taking and it was rather funny. i tink my history taking now is longer than b4. got more to add into my file hehehe.
my neck is killing me at the moment. maybe i shd go see andrew tomolo morning. sleepy, shd i go sleep or shd i just get some reading done? hmm....sleep sounds better :D

eh wat the heck

===this is auddie by the way, i tink i look cute lolx===

as obvious as it is, i am someone who gets jealous over the smallest ting. i may not be a girlfren yet but im oredi acting as one.

i read her blog just now. haven been there for a while . the most recent post was about her trust issues. i noe that she doesnt trust me tat much. she wouldnt trust me, she reckons i would actually practice a fling. she even reckons tat she's not cleared enuf about me. she is the one tat is unclear about herself! wats wif sze ryn and joyce?? she still have someting for joyce lor. its damm bloody obvious. i would never ever let anyone rather than my hair stylist or my partner to touch my hair. wat more style it for me. joyce styled her hair today, yuck! tis is how silly and envious i am about other gals around her. i may not be as good as joyce or as pretty as sze-ryn, that i noe. i guess she toks about them so much that its as if she's trying to say im not good enuf. auddie was like 'why is she mentioning about them when toking to u? wats wrong wif her?'.

i tink the one who should tell out their feelings is her. i noe wat i wan and i oredi speak out. dunno why she's still doubting me :( maybe noting is going to happen btw the both of us :(

someone dedicated tis song to me. i wish it was her who did and tell me tat tis is wat she wants me to noe. instead, some other jerkface 'sang' it to me. it's called 'every little thing you do' by westlife. love the song but hate the sender.

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Hello, let me know if you hear me
Hello, if you want to be near
Let me know
And I'll never let you go

Hey love
When you ask WHAT I feel, I say love
When you ask how I know
I say trust

And if that's not enough

It's every little thing you do
That makes me fall in love with you
There isn't a way that I can show you
Ever since I've come to know you
It's every little thing you say
That makes me wanna feel this WAY
There's not a thing that I can point to
'Cause it's every little thing you do

Don't ask why
Let's just feel what we feel
'Cause sometimes
It's the secret that keeps it alive
But if you need a reason why

Is it your smile or your laugh or your heart?
Does it really matter why I love you?
Anywhere there's a crowd, you stand out
Can't you see why they can't ignore you
If you wanna know
Why I can't let go
Let me explain to you
That every little dream comes true
With every little thing you do
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omg, just now i was browsing facebook and i was on her page. i saw photos of them together. all of a sudden my heart just felt so heavy. it was like someone just hit it. it felt like a stab really. wasnt a very comfortable feeling, trust me.

sisters encouragement / appreciation nite

am i a slacker or wat?? since a few nites ago, tom has been chatting wif me. say wat?? im not even close wif him, dun tink i wanna even be close. to me he is a very helpful senior who likes helping ppl out be it wif notes or tips. amongst us 4, he is closest to juli because he has a motive to the 'frenship'. he tried to kau one of us, obvious choice it was. but it turned out to be another one. he's a weird fella really. after wat julz told me about him, i now tink tat he is a petathic S.O.B. he will ruin ppl's frenship in order to keep his frenship wif one party. how idiotic can it be? so he kept me guessing about who he likes now and i was like, screw u, i noe who u like, dun have to act so innocent. but now he likes someone else, her younger sister! omg..pedafile! going after a minor, sicko!! cant stand his attitude and the way he tinks. just annoys the hell out of me.

tis morning, i tot i would sleep in since i slept so late on wednesday, but i woke up at 8.30am. if i hadnt wake up myself, my aunt would. she came up while i was brushing my teeth. told her i wont be eating lunch cuz i wont be home, told her im eating wif frenz but tat wasnt true cuz it was unplanned. just din wanna eat at home, noe wat i mean? suppose to go gym at 10 but couldnt be bothered. slack around, watch tv then auddie called at 11 asking if i was going to uni to study. told her i would after gyming :P so at 11-ish, i got my arse off the chair and went to the gym. on the threadmill, i could feel as if my right ankle was gonna give way. so i stopped and just left after a shower. went and bought some lunch and headed to uni. it was about 2pm when i reached. went to see D for some directions and then check stuff on9 for a bit.

went to see wilko at 3pm, omost late cuz i was bz looking at facebook. got there just on time. wasnt 3pm on the dot yet hehe.i hate to be late...even if its 5 minutes. damm wilko, sent luke to get me from the waiting hall. lazy arse ><"
did the same stretches but this time wif another torture + the poking action. he got me to lay on my side and he was doing soft tissue work. omost killed me cuz it hurt like HELL!! i was like grasping for breathe cuz it was so painful i couldnt even tok. my whole body was tensed up until he released pressure. omg i omost died on the table again! the clinician was dr joanne and she reckons wilko shd check my feet as well since i fell? so he did my SI, my thoracic and 2 cervicals. satisfied :D then we went to the PT room for strapping. no grastin dis time cuz my muscles are still recovering from the last grastin session. strapped my quadz and checked out my feet. when i was asked to march on the spot, he notice tat my right ankle was rolling inwards quite a bit, then he further assessed it and found tat my right arch was collapsing more than my left meaning my navicular bone is being pulled down when i weight bearing. so he strapped my foot as well. very uncomfortable to walk really. now i have plasters everywhere haha.

====look at my artificial arch haha====

was in clinic for omost an hour, kaching another $11. it was about 4 oredi so i went up to the library to look for auddie @ the reserve. we ate some afternoon snackz and starting studying for a bit. at about 5, tings started to get fussy and we got a lil aggetated wif reading immunology how B-cells and T-cells are activated bla bla bla. so we started toking. knowing that in the reserve, we shd really tok softly and not loudly. she asked about my relationship and how is she coping wif her singlehood. then we went on about tiam and neo which is funny cuz auddie has a ting for neo! omg papa and mama together?? she reckons someting will happen but not now, give her 2 and a half years wor. after they both graduate and return to spore :P

all off a sudden we tok about all the scandalous stuff about our families. it started by me stating my blood type. haha. we have so much in common, relationshipz and right down to family issues. our conversation itself was scandolouz!! from then on watever we say, ppl will ask wats it about and our reply would be 'its scandalous, u wouldnt wanna noe'. i have never told anyone about family stuff b4. not much anyways. but wif auddie, i just told her everything, even from childhood till adulthood. its just so easy to tok to her, easy to express oneself, easy to let emotions run wild and so on. im afraid tat julz might get a lil jealous cuz auddie has been pretty close wif me lately. the other day, julz din even let me go see my chiro cuz she sked he would take me away from her @___@. it was just a joke la.

an hour past and it was 6pm. the library closes at 6pm on fridays. we had to go anyways, cuz the function was at 6.30pm. we were invited to a 'sisters encouragement nite' by valerie. she said tat it was where the brothers of the youth 180 group are gonna cook for the sisters to show their appreciation and also to fellowship a bit i guess. i drove cuz they dunno where the church was. went and pick mel and romey up. got there on time but they werent ready :/
very bad timing and punctuality :P it started at about 7pm. the room was lighted by candles and it was just romantic. we were sitted according to our name tags on the table. blue table cloth wif chinese spoon and metal forks and spoon. we were served wif iced lemon tea and plain water. there were also candles on the table along wif some native flowers decorated along side. how cute of them to think about this haha. the boys were all dressed up in white long sleeves and black pants (waiter dresscode hahaaha). so adorable haha.

the nite started of wif prayer and songs as usual. then we were served wif our entree. pumpkin soup. funny part was, it smelled like curry soup! its canned soup wif some curry powder LOL. then another prayer, sharing and then the mains were served. they played a joke on karen where she was served wif wif a blob of mee goreng haha. tat was just lame. the mains were orite. it was lasagna, served alongside wif freshly made garden salad wif a tinge of lemon dressing, and also saute filled mushrooms wif garlic (SUPER YUM)!! quite big portion and i couldnt finish. they even noe tat we couldnt finish so asked if we wanted to take away haha. cute man! then it was time for message and another prayer. but before tat, they had a small someting for the gals. they called out names and we would go up and get our 'gift' and take a picture. super funny, dunno why calab was the one who shakes hands and gets his picture taken wif us haha. even us 'so called unsaved' beings were given the pressie. it was either lindt or ferrero rocher 3 pack chocz. then it was time for dessert! we had fresh BIG strawberries served wif connouser vanilla + hazelnut + honey connoisseur ice cream and a block of thin choc on top. yummiest bit of the dinner haha. audrey cant stand sour strawberries so she gave the whole bowl to me. i get to have 2nds! wahahaha. the dinner ended but they still had some briefing so aud, mel and myself made a move cuz it has nth to do wif us. very enjoyable and funny dinner it was. thankiu val n romey for inviting us. i guess the main reason why we went was becuase auddie just moved out and its free food so auddie asked me to tag along. im fine wif it..as long as they dun try to brainwash me :P i guess by now they oredi noe its highly impossible to do so :D

my poor car has been going on very high millage lately. i pump petrol every one and a half weeks now. tsk tsk tsk. im going extra broke ><"
got home, a lil tired and annoyed. why annoyed, it shall remain as a silent ting. guess i wasnt too happy about tings tat was going on at that time. on9 wif kimzter and ravie. kimz...i dun have any tips tat i can share wif u ler, im not tat good at hiding tings hehe. but im thankful for ure full support hehehe. im there for u all the way too, hope u noe tat. dun hide ure feelings too much, u dun try u dunno. be brave and strong like u oways are. miss ya loads btw :)

clock striked 12.00am and it was rave's 22nd bday. we were toking about bdays and presents. there are tings where i dun agree wif her but tats just opinions. from the sounds of it, she wont like wat i sent. dun tink she even received it. oh well, i dun think that btw frenz, there shd be any differences when it comes to buying them gifts. we then shifted our conversation to relationships.

according to wiki, the word fling means 'short, often sexual relationship'. would i have flings, i can if i wan to. tat didnt go too smooth wif her. when our conversation ended at about 2, she messaged me asking me not to treat her as a fling cuz she cant take it. right there and then, pissed off! wat the hell u take me for? a biatch or wat. wasnt too happy about it lor. really piss the hell out of me. at tat point i was dead sleepy but when i saw that msg i just opened my eyes so wide tat i actually sit up. cant even be bothered replying her reply.

grocery shopping + pot luck din din

yesterday was one of those really fun day for me in perth. in the morning i went to see wilko for an adjustment. the price for students to see 5th year student chiroz has increased from $10 to $11. ridiculous really :P the one ting i want is to gets my $11 worth. true and true i got it yesterday. as wilko didnt have any patient after me, i had about an hour wif him. i told him about the fall and how my left knee is a lil dodgy and i had some sort of a low back pain involving my SI joints.

he screened me out and i was given a right SI restriction, mid thoracic, upper thoracic and a cervical restriction. kewl...i was gonna get so many adjustments hehe. then he checked out my knee. did some muscle testing and then some tendon-soft-tissue-rubs. got me to do some stretches for my hammies and boy was it weird. he asked me to fire my quadz on both legs. i was much stronger on my right side. i couldnt contract much on my left. like before where he 'poked' my arse to get me to contract, he did it again but tis time on my left quads. he kept poking until i was able to fire! wats wif him and poking..i noe its to get the muscles firing and all but none of my frenz ever get tat sorta treatment. he asked me to do some stretches in the gym and home. fair enuf. he went and spoke to the clinician to get thumbs up and got me adjusted. seriously, i am in luv wif the cervical adjustments. CRACK! hotness haha.

after tat, we went to the PT room to do some grastin work *BIG SMILEZ*
i had to strip down and put on a gown cuz i was wearing jeans and it was impossible to do anyting wif the jeans on. i specifically asked him if it was gonna hurt cuz as u noe, my pain tolerance is negative haha. he say initially wont hurt but will hurt/sore for the next few days. SHITLESS!
i was lying on my tummy.

ready....get set...GO!!! screams!! *OUCH*..damm u bloody hell OUCH!!
the hammies was not too bad but when he came lower onto my gastrocz, tat ones a KILLER!! and at the back of my knees..oh boy, i teared! i was literally about to jump off the table. my face wasnt anywhere near the face-hole of the table. my hands were just grabbing the table-legs. it was the most painful grastin work ever. then he did some grastin on my jaw as well. again i was so self conscious tat i had to ask him over and over again if my face was gonna be bruised up. thank goodness it didnt haha. then he strapped my knee so that my muscles would be shortened and activated. feels funny when i walk hehe. cant wear skirt today cuz of tat :/
so there it was, a session of 'traumatic torture' from andrew :( but its so worth my visit, feels a lot better now.

went for lecture after tat. my pink vincci sandles snapped cuz i jumped when i saw this 4th year staring at me. damm it i had to walk barefoot to my car. i told audrey i would follow her shopping cuz she neeeded to do grocery shopping so badly. i even said i'd drive cuz the place is near my house and so i could go back after tat to change shoes. we headed to big-w first. omg...super funny lor. i have never ever been grocery shopping properly before lor. i noe i wont have the chance to cuz im not living alone like them. i oni shop for junk food and stationariez :/
it was funny cuz we had to bulk buy tings and sometings she didnt even noe she needed. cute.
spent like $50 on tissue, shampoo, sponge, toilet rolls, soap powder and wat not. went to wooliez. we bought ingredients for cooking carbonara, bought wedges and sour cream, paper plates, candles, chipz and wat not. then we shopped for her grocery. wow...it was the most fun time i had in the supermarket. comparing prices, quality, weight and crapz. our trolly was getting super heavy and we had to pull and push at the same time. i even shopped for some food myself hehe. stupid move..overspent haha. the trolly was filled wif stuff from mushrooms to cotton budz =.="
got to the check out and obviously we couldnt use the express lane haha. u noe how sometimes u tend to watch whenever the person scans the barcode of the tings u bought? we started wif the first few items then couldnt be bothered anymore. too much tings..blur oredi. the bill came up to $97!! wat the heck. are we feeding like 10 ppl or wat? hahaha. went to the asian store to get some chinese vege and garlic. the lady boss was so mean :/

it was oredi 3.30 when we finished shopping. so hungry so decided to go to HJ'z for a meal. auddie hasnt eaten a proper meal for 4 days ever since she moved into her new rented room. no appetite ba, since she broke up wif her bf. so i say cnt dun eat lor, made her eat :P
wrong move when we ordered, i wanted to eat oni nuggets but ended up ordering 2 set meals @____@" couldnt finish everyting. we just sat and chat about stuff. guess wat?!?! she's dated gals b4 :x im not gonna tell too much details here cuz its abit personal. we spent the next 2 hours toking about it and i told her about my side of the story and boy does she encourage! she's from an all gal school in spore so its understandable. oh ive learnt a new word...'yeng dou'. it means VERY HOT! not handsome or lengzhai or yeng lor. its way beyond tat. it's like 'eye candy' HOT. hahaha....

got to mel's house and we started cooking. mel was gonna cook some chic ting but forgot to defrost the chic so she bought some ready marinated drumsticks instead. julz bought stuff to make her famous vietnamese rolls. auddie prepared to cook her carbonara while i was the kitchen hand. i didnt cook anyting :D i roasted the potatoes if tats even counted haha. wats funny was, mel couldnt find a tray for me so she just put alluminium foil on the oven and put the potatoes in. but she forgot tat the oven was hot, she placed the plastic bag on the oven door and it got stuck!! omg we panic shit...faste take table knife and scrap everyting out. lucky it worked ok..if not SEI KANG! everyting was in a mess. very unorganized cuz we didnt have proper tings to cook wif. so nvm. neo is useless as a man hahaha. ask him buy ice on the way here and he grumbled so much. damm it. aud and i drove out to shell and bought a pack of ice. the process of cooking was just hillariouz! nonstop larfing cuz of all the funny mistakes we did and wat not. auddie was crazy funny. i was making the drinks and i needed them to try cuz sked not enuf flavour. it was peach tea. we used a spoon to try. after one person tries, auddie will shout..don put the spoon back in!! so ok we wash then next person try. when it got to her...she forgot totally and sticks her spoon into the mix. we were like 'AUDREY!!!'...she just went dang! hahahhaa.

neo picked his 'hubby' up and val from clinic. for the first time we met tiam (neo's housemate / husband) hahaha!!! we started eating but had neo's roast lamb in the oven cuz they were hungry. ate and larf and tok and larf even more. neo is famously known as the 'asian PIMP' in the chiro community. who's the big daddy now? whahaahahahahaha!!!
after eating we washed up and started toking again. gossip queens we were, even neo and tiam. telling us all the funny stuff about drinking, life, and chiro/accounting (tiam is an accountant). as the nite progressed, we larfed too much and we decided tat we shd all just 'call it quits for the nite' cuz it was oredi 11.30! cinderella jerome had to go back hahaha. it was **cking COLD!! aud and i were shivering our buttz off all the way back to her place.

oh wat a nite...pure fun! we might do tis kinda ting more often. tomolo aud and i are invited for a 'sisters appreciation nite' at val and romey's church. gonna pick aud up and we go from there since she doesnt noe the way there. next friday, we're all gonna go to ikea way up north. prolly suggest dinner outside. will see how it goes. im broke BROKE broke...all this is making my pocket cry hahaha. but i guess u cant put a price tag on company and happiness rite? hehehe. we asians rock!! ehehhee....

not used to heels anymore

yesterday was a beautiful spring monday. it was warm and it wasnt raining like how it was for the past few days. due to the rain, we couldnt do our washings. knowing yesterday wasnt gonna rain, i quickly do all my washings. had to do my cousin's one as well cuz it was forecasted that it was gonna rain the whole tis week. the washer was full for the first time. yeap, thats how much clothes we had. i even decided to wash my jeans. hehehe. watched 'my girl' for a bit. wanted to go gym but too lazy. had to go to the post office to post sometings off overseas. omg so expensive one ah. obviously i dun do much posting, not here nor back home. will noe soon enuf if the recipient received the postage haha.

betty and robin, cousins from melbourne came by in the afternoon. since i dun remember meeting them before, i tot i'd stay to meet them before going out. fair enuf, they noe my name and noe wat im here for. after taking my clothes in, i left the home to the post office. after tat, i somehow stopped myself from going into the mall for a 'browse'. i went str8 for a swim.

tis morning, my uncle packed me 5 mini party pies for lunch. it was rather hard for me to say that i dun wan to eat those tings so i just took it wif me. i decided to go to mcD for a caesar salad so i went to the myaree drive tru and got the salad. got to uni and gave the pies to D cuz i noe he would eat it for me. at least im not wasting food ba. i even gave him my banana. thanks D for eating it for me :P
went to the ref oni to noe that auddie and her bf of 2 years broke up. it was such a saddening story. she's oni 20 years of age. when she came here to do TEE (college), she fell in love wif a vietnamese boy (her fren's fren). she moved in wif him and stayed together. she has a very close bond wif his dad, he even calls her his own daughter. auddie decided to move out because the house was getting too crowded now that her bf's reloz are migrating over. so she say she would move out. she didnt tell him or his dad that she oredi found a place in bibra lake. she broke the news to them in the weekend. his dad was so upset for her moving out. he said tings like, 'silly girl, dun move out'...'u move out then no one would take care of you'....'why move, ive oredi finished building the back room, u dun have to move out'....
she cried whilst telling wat happened. i felt so sad for her. i noe its really hard to seperate wif someone who has eventually treated u like their own flesh and blood. so sunday was her first time being alone outside. for the first time, she told her bf she missed him. tat nite, his bf was going out wif his 'ex'. hmm....then yesterday auddie went over to his place to pick up the remainder of her belongings. she found his working shoes outside the house. from then, she oredi noe that things isnt rite. if u noe wat it means...its just sad :(
she cried and i felt for her. its not easy for her to stay alone. at least mel is staying very close to her so if she feels lonely, she could go over to mel's place. i m not staying tat close but if she needs me, im willing to go over for her. tats wat frenz do u see. play ure role as a fren if u noe wat i mean.

the whole day ive been walking around wif high heels. now, my muscles are crying out ACHE! tats cuz i am no longer use to wearing high heels like i use to. i wear flats or sport shoes most of the time. i had to wear heels cuz i had to go clinic tis afternoon to do a physical wif valerie and shayne. sigh..i use to be the queen of high heels but tat tittle has been taken away from me :(
tonite i have to put deep heat to make me feel better tomolo. im going to see andrew tomolo for an adjustments. i tink my SI's and lumbars are KILLING me. oso wanna get my knees checked. seems to be pretty dodgy recently after the fall from ice skating.

ive been dropping a lot of things today. i dropped my car keys twice today. even dropped my mobile phone on the road. gee, the injury i did to the phone *ouch*. then i dropped my file and my bag on the floor. wats wif me and dropping tings today anyways?

dear cut her hair oredi. wouldnt say its the best length or style. liked her hair without gel b4 she cut it. bt now its not tat nice when it is ungeled. however, its really nice when she style it :D the out-of-bed style works for her.

butterfly kisses

one ting i learnt from friday nite is...never tell valerie things. that fella ah, tell her someting and then she'll tell that person u tok about everyting. i told her at darrell did and she went and tell darrell about it. darrell called me as i was falling asleep during midnite. he asked me what was so weird about his actions the other day. i was like 'omg VALERIE!! wat the heck did u tell darrell!!'. i got very pissed off at one point, and awkward at the same time. for the next few minutes, i was just giving 'errrr,errrr...'

tat fella really cant shut her mouth lor. its not like i backstab darrell or anyting but she just made tings weirder lor. then at the end of the call, he was like 'hugs and kisses'. i just larfed and say ok byebye. darrell just went 'sob sob..u dun give hugs and kisses anymore ah'. again i just burst out larfing and gave it to him, over the phone. while we are on this topic, wanna bring someting up. how would u feel if u give hugs and kisses but u dun get any back from the person u give it to? very the cold rite? i oways get it back lor...but to noe that there is someone who doesnt give it back in return is just saddening :(

weekend very unproductive again. cant seem to get tings going ler. i tink ive settled in to being WAY TOOOO LAZY. my memory is going from bad to worse. wat did i do on saturday? i cant remember clearly. was suppose to be a palpation dummy for julz and later on help auddie shift into her new 'room' in bibra lake but she ffk me so ok lor. switch plans. i tink i went for a swim in the morning, came back from lunch, watched tv then follow cousin go out for shopping. i grabbed a short skirt for $2. tat was such a bargain. am toooooooooooooooo PHAT omg. i tink im putting on more weight. are my hormones playing me out or someting? cuz ive been exercising more than b4 and i eat lesser carbz oredi leh. put on weight? tats just plain pethatic! putting on weight and loosing weight on the one place where majority woman wan it to be big ><" im just irritated because of it lor. of all places why there!! it's like the total opposite lor, wanna loose on thigh tummy and hips, but lose weight 'up there'. wats wif that! i need explanations rite now! NOW!

on sunday, i went for the job. oh boy, i had to give him a shower and trust me...the odour is unbarable! u tink ure poo stink...tink again man. it was horrible but i had to take it all in. tats part of the job. oh well....u have to understand wat he is going tru. put ureself in his shoe and u would noe what it feels like to be crippled. then all of a sudden, i just felt like fainting. i felt soooo light headed, feel like puking and out of breathe. i kept sweating when it was so cold! the feeling was just horrible...its like wanna die not dying. as if my life was on a cliff hanger. oh boy....i just gotta get out of the house straight away but he kept toking and toking. i say sorri i really have to go...i ran out and the air was just the best ting i ever wanted. i was quite afraid of driving home because i sked all of a sudden i will just faint and loose control of the car. and it was a long drive..half an hour journey ok. who noes wat might happen. but thank goodness i reached home safely.

when i got back, cousin ask me go watch movie wif her. she was suppose to watch it wif her gf but she cant make it. so ask me tag on. the show was 'wanted', the one wif angie jolie in it. yeap, until now they still have it! in msia dunno finish how long ago liao leh. the show was violent but wasnt as violent as 'doomsday'. now i noe why everyone is crazy for angie..she is HAWT! her lipz and her eyez..omg, even i can't stop looking at it. overall, the show was good...3.5 stars for me :D
came back to oni realise that my cousin won another movie. if we knew earlier, we would have gone to carousel for 'wanted' then watch 'mummy 3' then go to belmont for 'dutches'. sad case rite?? she keeps winning tickets man. geez...but i dun oways get to go for it. im like the spare tyre she has when her main tyre punctured. hahaha...who cares, get or dun get oso nvm. cuz i noe when im here i wont watch many movies :P

curse those idiotic bastards

after uni yesterday, half the gang wanted to go out for lunch so i went along. all of us agreed (xcept for neo) that we DUN wan to eat laksa fish head so we say we go taurus, near my house. had combination hor-fun and my fav sour soup can drink. after tat heavy meal, i couldnt go to the gym. so went str8 home, then at 4 i went for a swim then went off to belmont's reading cinema to catch a movie wif me cousin. went and watched a movie called 'angus, thongs, and perfect snogging'. its a british film. hillariouz it was. aaron johnson is HAWT!! he is oni 18 year old and is flamming :D

got home from uni today and opened my email. mum emailed me telling me bad news. i read on and it was about my dad's 1 year old crv. it got stolen overnite! i am so damm pissed off because this is the 3rd time my dad's car has been stolen. this time its a new crv. very upsetting lor really. knowing tat ppl will do anyting to steal ppl's property. im oso annoyed because there's security outside my house and they can't even pick tat out. very pissed off! dunno why all this happens onto my dad..my family!

those ppl who did it will get their punishment lor. i noe cursing ppl is bad but im just very pissed out so i am gonna say mean and cruel stuff. i wont say it here thou. hehehe....
make me so no mood lor when i received the email. damm sickening.

am damm tired at the moment. got appointment in subiaco tomolo. i will drive there la. hopefully i'll get there. dun wan type anymore, moodless.....

cheaterz

"Cheating (also called gulling) is an act of lying, deception, fraud, trickery, imposture, or imposition. Cheating characteristically is employed to create an unfair advantage, usually in one's own interest, and often at the expense of others...."

"Infidelity can be defined as any violation of the mutually agreed-upon rules or boundaries of a relationship, and is a breach of faith in an inter-personal relationship...."

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tis is a topic close to heart. ive been cheated on and i have cheated someone b4. its not someting im proud of but i admit to doing it. dun mean to but the reality is i did and im sorri for it.

i have tis fren. 'he' will remain as anonymous for now. ive been putting anonymity to a few ppl lately oni cuz i dun wanna be in any trouble wif anyone. not here to tok about me, its about 'him' today.

he just had his heart broken by his gf recently. the gal cheated on him wif his 'heng tai' (buddy/bestie). the buddy's name is UC. i noe this person and last time, we had a misunderstanding because of one of my past relationship. the gal cheated and it really broke my fren'z heart. not oni her heart but it made him lose trust in everyone even himself. he told me a lot of things about the relationship and how broken he was after that. i have to keep reminding him that he deserves someone a lot better than her but it just didnt get tru his ears. like i said b4, i dun understand how someone can still want to maintain/restart a relationship wif someone who has cheated on them. he kept saying tat he wants to have revenge on her, want her to feel wat cheating is like and how she had broke his heart.

he did plan a revenge and wat he did was just stupid and weird. he pretended to be another guy and he sms flirted wif the ex gf. and then today he decided to blow his cover and sms her telling her that it was him all along. can even explain to her why he did it. his answer was 'i just wan u to feel what being hurt and cheated on feels like'. her reply back was 'its ok, i dun mind being cheated on'. DENG...who says tat?? is she even human?? she is such a biatch saying tat, someone wif such a big EGO and thick face. and my fren can still apologize for flirting wif her. hmm...i dunno wat he's tinking really. can somemore say its game over wif her. AS IF man..he kept repeating himself but i wont blieve one lor. he say he apologized because he didnt wanna feel guilty. ok tat i can understand lor. he's just too humble i guess. i noe tat when he say game over, he will still tink about her, cry for her, whine about her, bla bla bla. im jus happy tat i was the first one he tot about when everyting is done. as a fren, i feel needed and i am just happy ppl appreciate me :P

his story resembles abit about my past relationship where i cheated. someone i cheated on can still accept me for who i am and wat i did. even wants to get back wif me. just so u noe, im very thankful for everyting.

i love u ppl!! mwahs mwahs....i luv u even more *winkz*

cuz i need u to give me some shelter

to continue my all so very bz week, i attended the Noel Patterson seminar titled "thirty years in 3 hours". i didnt plan to be at that seminar because i didnt really find it interesting and its not like he's teaching some new technique or anyting like it. i oni went because val paid and cant make it. its $33 for 3 hours in Parmelia Hilton. guess wat, i saw the HANDSOME chiro tat interviewed me last time. he couldnt remember me but his CAs remembered. then..steven and rohan attended the seminar as well. julz and i....hitting one another trying to see who will get steven's attention first. its so obvious tat he noes tat we're just being cheeky. i have no intentions wat so ever. neither does julz, she oredi has john. just fun u see.

spent 2 hours in the bus to and from the city back home. geez, maybe next time i shd just drive and tat would oni take me less than 15 minutes per journey. but the parking, oh dear..$5 an hour? erm..maybe not. unless someone is willing to pay, its not gonna be me huahuahua. $2 isnt tat bad but $5?
super tired when i got home. the bus driver saw me sleeping on the bus. how embarrasing :P
he was kind enuf to stop right in front of my street :D save me 5 minutes of walking man hehe.

at nite, watched mythbuster and 'the mummy returns' wif my cousin while chatting wif a couple of ppl. oh boy...someone said 'I LUV U' to me yesterday. tat totally came as a shock. he shall remain anonymous, dun wanna get myself into any further trouble haha. i was like wth did he do tat for. we all noe tat it is a lame joke. he never means wat he say one la come on. i dare him to say it to my face next time hahaha. i guess he was just in a VERY happy mood. good on u 'boy'.

wasnt very sleepy at about 12 but i had to sleep cuz got the job to go to dis morning. i sat at the corner and tok to myself again. haven done tat for a few nites adi. scary? no la, its just a way of me telling myself wat i shd and shdnt do. hehe, funny way of expressing myself i guess.
woke up at 7 tis morning..argh so sleepy! and oso having my cousin as my alarm clock, she goes 'are u awake yet?' at 7.25 hahaha. yeap, slept in for a tiny while :P
got up, took a shower , had milk and bread then went out.
let me tell u...ITS A TOUGH JOB!! the worse bit was when i had to take him to the toilet. do u noe how hard is it to get him standing? and oh boy, the odour..dun even get me started. its a hard job but tink about it, im helping him. how many ppl are willing to do tis..raise ure hand. i noe tat not many, not even a few ppl are willing to do it. other than tat, he was ok. toking non stop. asking questions up and down. showing pictures. and oh, today he wanted me to watch a show wif him called 'mrs doubtfire'. funny movie tat one. i had to excuse myself because i had a lunch to return to at home. so i left at 11.45am. very sleepy journey home. kept yawning so had to blast the club music.

got home, was very happy to see jie peng. i feel bad for not going over to visit her since she had the fall. after so many mths oni i see her now. chit chat a bit then MAKAN!! i went for 2 rounds my goodness. chic curry, roast duck, roast pork, indian style eggplant, mixed vege..2 rounds!! after tat, fruit platter, 2 slices of cake (grand manier and green tea) and then some glutinous coconut kueh. 5 kg bang!! now is 5.30pm. aunty..pls...dinner at 8 AT LEAST! i cant stuff anyting in there at 6.30pm haha. now tat everyone has gone home, im sooo tired!! trying to sleep bt just cant, dunno why eh.

oh i omost forgot, darrell came wearing the vest tat we bought together. very good looking :D
of cuz la..see who choose one :P :P
i told him i fell from ice skating and showed him the bruises. u noe wat he did??????
i was like WAT?!?! he kneeled down and sorta urut my knees. i was like omg..no one has done tat b4 eh. felt a bit weird u noe wat i mean? then i had him fix my internet ting...then we access my hard drive..omg! he found pictures of erm, my ex and i. we were like hugging and it looked like i wasnt wearing my shirt hahaha. he got all curious and kept asking who is tat fella. kept asking me about it...i was like shit wat do i say. so i had to drag him away from the comp and go downstairs. very very awkward moment for one second there. shoit...why is tat pic even in there the first place i oso dunno. anyways, forget about it. i wasnt naked or doing anyting illegal so its fine :P as far as i remember, a lil hug and cuddle isnt againts the law hehe.

now..i shd try and sleep for 1/2 hour. wont work but at least i had a super short nap :P
oh before tat, i took a self picture 2 days ago as i was trying on a few stuff and was tinking of wat to wear to the seminar. when i tried tis on, i was like...i look like a 'butch' hahahaha. i oways tink im not very feminine, and tat im very much like a tomboy haha. i have proven myself rite :P

====sorri about the dusty mirror hehehe, anyone tink i look ok as a tomboy??====

maybe, maybe not, maybe...

been a bz week for me...i was hardly home during the day this whole week...
went to the bank tis morning and boy those old ppl like to chit-chat eventou they are like done wif their counter transactions...was just in a rush so wasnt very patient wif the whole waiting biznes..

went and got myself a hot chocolate from muzz buzz and then drove myself to val's place up near innaloo.

=====aussie's way of selling salted duck eggs, WEIRD=====

yesterday when we went to northbridge to get some salted duck egg yolks, i oredi knew it was going to be a super funny day today. and it did turn out to be VERY funny. got there a lil bit late but tats ok cuz it wasnt a date or anyting like it. we (more of her) were oni gonna make the snowy mooncake (ping pei). she didnt really have the proper ingredients lor. instead of icing sugar, she used refined sugar. olive oil instead of corn oil. glutinous instead of 'koh fun'. everyting was just unprepared lor. suppose to use ice cold water but she dun have ice at home. argh...a bit frustrated at the beginning but nvm la. its just a fun run so the point was to take my mind of tings and just enjoy good larfs doing silly tings. first round was disasterous! the skin was suppose to form a dough but it was toooo watery. so we decided to freeze it and go out for lunch, come back and hopefully it will turn our rite. went for lunch at mcDs next to innerloo shopping mall.

at lunch, i just poured out everyting about rave. wow...i felt sooo light after tat. i didnt wan her to judge the relationship slash frenship. she just sat and listened to me whine whine and whine. i told her about our upcoming trip and how we are not agreeing wif each other. she told me she wants to follow me to europe. when she said it, i was like 'SHIT'..NO! i just wan the time to be ours and not to be shared wif anyone else. yeap, being very sellfish again. very sori about tat.
we were toking for about 1 and a half hours. i jus gave everyting i had inside of me.

got home, the so called dough wasnt even any close to a dough texture. so val decided to just steam the damm bowl of goo.

===the first round of dough after 2 hours of steaming, pandan nin gou anyone?===

after tat, we decided to use COLD water...nope, still didnt work. still no dough like tingy. val kept pouring in the excess flour, tat oni made the texture thicker but not thick enuf to knead.

====the so called dough after being in the microwave for bout 1 minute====

agh, more frustrating, so val put it into the microwave and surprisingly, it harden!so ok lor..take some and play play, made a few but still damm weird...never done it b4 like tat..quite disgusting if u see her doing it.

===i oni made 1 and its the one on the lower right.not the higher left===


===val and phoebe 'making' ping pei haha===


===that ping pei just looks VERY sad===


===tada! end results of the whole day, SAD rite?===

while they were doing and i was standing there larfing and watching, i emailed back and forth wif my mum, both about the ping pei and about my ticket. i asked if she could change the bookings to the 19th instead of the 20th. but she told me that it was fully book and i cant even be on the waitlist. so, i have no choice but to wait in the airport before rave decides to come pick me up.

had a conversation wif rave just now. i gave in. i just dun wanna get into another fight wif her. its just gonna make me more upset and annoyed. i really hope we will still go to italy, be it 4 days. seems like we're gonna go to greece, spain and portugal wif joyce and maybe her bf. i cannot feel jealous, i dun wanna be, i dun wanna tink about it anymore. just wanna have a geat time.
looks like im driving her up the wall. i hope i gave her the rite answers because she means more than she tinks.

am gonna be very bz again tis weekend. seminar tomolo in pamelia hilton. disability job up in tuart hill on sunday and father's day lunch @ dawson place. speaking of exhausted, I AM...very very. been sleeping late and waking up early the whole week. i wonder how im going to wake up tomolo, im physically and mentally tired. tot i would have good time sleeping since its study week, but its just the opposite. out since tuesday, IM TIRED!! been avoiding the gym due to injuries and the feeling of being fatique. help me, im exhausted...i just wanna sleep the whole day!!!

pls dun annoy me

===bruises from day 2 after the fall===


===bruises 3 days after the fall *ouch*===

i definately pulled a few of my shoulder muscles on tuesday from ice skating. i cant turn or twist my left shoulder to the back. so damm hard for me to put my bra on man...geez, i never had trouble putting them on at all until now :(
it bloody hurts and its not funny at all...i haven been to the gym the whole week. tuesday ice skating, wednesday interview then today city....

i went for an interview yesterday for a volunteer work wif a disabled elderly man wif MS. i got lost in victoria park because i missed the turning ><"
got to Farrell's coffee place eventually. met up wif bruce and we sat for coffee and he told me all about the job and wat is required. i wasnt so particular about the job althou i noe that i have to do physical stuff which might be very uncomfortable for some ppl. i shall not go into detail about tings that im required to help the man out wif but to me it is noting too uncomfortable...i mean, im studying health sciences and what is there that i haven seen or touch b4 oh.
so after coffee, we went up to tuart hill to meet up wif robert (the disabled) and bruce showed me how to do certain stuff and tested my car if rob could get in and out easily. its pretty hard work but i tink i can manage..if i cant then i'll just keep trying and work it out. ppl wif disabilities still human, just slightly diff in their physicals...
bruce told me that we asians are more open minded when it comes to disabilities and other major illnesses...white ppl are just narrow minded and they cant take 'abnormalities' cuz they just tink its WEIRD and DISGUSTING. i guess it's part of their culture.
im starting tis sunday...prolly for a few hours then come back for the father's day lunch at home :o)

went to the city wif val and clamie just now. wanted to bring them for korean food cuz they haven had it b4. it's called 'kimchi house' @ northbridge, near eutopia and uncle billy's chinese restaurant. got there...EVERYTHING WAS CLOSED!!wat the heck? most of them are open from 5pm till late...wat the heck!!no one opens for lunch???
so we decided to have dim sum insteed. wanted to go for sushi but dim sum's good. ordered lotsa tings and it came to $43...quite ex for 3 ppl actually cuz it wasnt TAT MUCH hehehe. after tat, we went oriental shopping. we're making snow mooncake tomolo at val's place so we were looking for salted egg yolks. guess wat..they dun have fresh ones eh. they have cooked salted duck eggs and they come in BOXES! omg i have never seen anyting like it b4...it was super funny!! and then we went to 'emmas seafood oriental store'...they didnt really have the fresh one but they have fresh seperated yolks! tats wat we needed but val didnt wan to buy it cuz it was rather ex...28 yolks for $22. so she went back to the previous shop to buy the 'cooked' eggs :o/
didnt go for BBT cuz we were just too full...so went back home lor.

before going to the city, i went to the post office to apply for a 'police clearance certificate' for the job. it costs me $51, geez so ex!
its good to apply now oso la...its gonna be good for future employment if i have any hahaha...

mum emailed me tis morning telling me she booked my ticket to dublin oredi...cost RM5223!! officially broke..no kidding..planning to change rm10k for spending...dun even noe if its enuf :0/
at first i was soooo happy jumping up and down wif joy and now, its all the opposite..
before tat...let me paste wat my mum emailed me...

"So you told Elaine already, coming to the airport with red, orange carpet and malaysian kompang. And not to be forgoteen. Your favourite LION DANCE - TONG TONG CHANG. Tell her to prepare in advance. You give her ample time ie. 4 mths to prepare. hahahahaha...."

"Aiyo, the QUEEN OF MSIA AND THE LAUGHTER OR LAUGHING BUDDHA is coming to london town.."

since no one was at home, i just burst out larfing my arse off. i teared so much it was so funny...
i told mum to book 19th (arrive 20th) but she got me 18th (arrive 19th)...
rave told me that i would be a distraction cuz she might have a paper on the 19th. i told her i would just take a cab to her place and sleep. dun tink tat would be a distraction. but then she asked me to change to 20th cuz she cant take a single distraction. ok fine so i said i will ask mum about changing or i'll just wait in the airport till im being picked up. then she asked me if i could say NO to italy....now, if u were me, how would u feel? i told her i wont say no to italy because i want to go there. europe is noting without italy included. so i told her she dun have to go, i'll go on my own.
i spoke to a couple of frenz about tis and they agreed wif me. rave asked me to be considerate...i dun tink i can. i am oredi being considerate saying i go myself insteed. i really want tis trip to be about places that i wanna go and tings i wanna see. dun you tink that forgoing italy would be a shame??

i am over annoyed at the moment. how is tis trip gonna work out when we cant even agree to places tat we're going? ppl can even say 'what if both of u get into a disagreement and what happens from there?'
i tot about tat but then again, i dun wanna noe the wats gonna happen...i can just ignore her rite? rite? rite?
i cannot not tok about the trip. it's gonna happen and i need a plan...if not im just gonna cancel the ticket. i would be really disappointed man...
i dun even wanna tell my cousin that im actualy going cuz i noe she's oredi gonna look down on me no matter wat...i hate wat she tinks and says. everyting i do just dun seem to be up to her standards or someting.

so now im pissed and annoyed. dunno wat im gonna do or say lor. oredi disappointed wif the sms i received from rave just now...
be considerate ive been told, tats jus sad...