maybe, maybe not, maybe...
been a bz week for me...i was hardly home during the day this whole week...
went to the bank tis morning and boy those old ppl like to chit-chat eventou they are like done wif their counter transactions...was just in a rush so wasnt very patient wif the whole waiting biznes..
went and got myself a hot chocolate from muzz buzz and then drove myself to val's place up near innaloo.
yesterday when we went to northbridge to get some salted duck egg yolks, i oredi knew it was going to be a super funny day today. and it did turn out to be VERY funny. got there a lil bit late but tats ok cuz it wasnt a date or anyting like it. we (more of her) were oni gonna make the snowy mooncake (ping pei). she didnt really have the proper ingredients lor. instead of icing sugar, she used refined sugar. olive oil instead of corn oil. glutinous instead of 'koh fun'. everyting was just unprepared lor. suppose to use ice cold water but she dun have ice at home. argh...a bit frustrated at the beginning but nvm la. its just a fun run so the point was to take my mind of tings and just enjoy good larfs doing silly tings. first round was disasterous! the skin was suppose to form a dough but it was toooo watery. so we decided to freeze it and go out for lunch, come back and hopefully it will turn our rite. went for lunch at mcDs next to innerloo shopping mall.
at lunch, i just poured out everyting about rave. wow...i felt sooo light after tat. i didnt wan her to judge the relationship slash frenship. she just sat and listened to me whine whine and whine. i told her about our upcoming trip and how we are not agreeing wif each other. she told me she wants to follow me to europe. when she said it, i was like 'SHIT'..NO! i just wan the time to be ours and not to be shared wif anyone else. yeap, being very sellfish again. very sori about tat.
we were toking for about 1 and a half hours. i jus gave everyting i had inside of me.
got home, the so called dough wasnt even any close to a dough texture. so val decided to just steam the damm bowl of goo.
after tat, we decided to use COLD water...nope, still didnt work. still no dough like tingy. val kept pouring in the excess flour, tat oni made the texture thicker but not thick enuf to knead.
agh, more frustrating, so val put it into the microwave and surprisingly, it harden!so ok lor..take some and play play, made a few but still damm weird...never done it b4 like tat..quite disgusting if u see her doing it.

===i oni made 1 and its the one on the lower right.not the higher left===

===val and phoebe 'making' ping pei haha===

===that ping pei just looks VERY sad===

===tada! end results of the whole day, SAD rite?===
while they were doing and i was standing there larfing and watching, i emailed back and forth wif my mum, both about the ping pei and about my ticket. i asked if she could change the bookings to the 19th instead of the 20th. but she told me that it was fully book and i cant even be on the waitlist. so, i have no choice but to wait in the airport before rave decides to come pick me up.
had a conversation wif rave just now. i gave in. i just dun wanna get into another fight wif her. its just gonna make me more upset and annoyed. i really hope we will still go to italy, be it 4 days. seems like we're gonna go to greece, spain and portugal wif joyce and maybe her bf. i cannot feel jealous, i dun wanna be, i dun wanna tink about it anymore. just wanna have a geat time.
looks like im driving her up the wall. i hope i gave her the rite answers because she means more than she tinks.
am gonna be very bz again tis weekend. seminar tomolo in pamelia hilton. disability job up in tuart hill on sunday and father's day lunch @ dawson place. speaking of exhausted, I AM...very very. been sleeping late and waking up early the whole week. i wonder how im going to wake up tomolo, im physically and mentally tired. tot i would have good time sleeping since its study week, but its just the opposite. out since tuesday, IM TIRED!! been avoiding the gym due to injuries and the feeling of being fatique. help me, im exhausted...i just wanna sleep the whole day!!!
went to the bank tis morning and boy those old ppl like to chit-chat eventou they are like done wif their counter transactions...was just in a rush so wasnt very patient wif the whole waiting biznes..
went and got myself a hot chocolate from muzz buzz and then drove myself to val's place up near innaloo.
yesterday when we went to northbridge to get some salted duck egg yolks, i oredi knew it was going to be a super funny day today. and it did turn out to be VERY funny. got there a lil bit late but tats ok cuz it wasnt a date or anyting like it. we (more of her) were oni gonna make the snowy mooncake (ping pei). she didnt really have the proper ingredients lor. instead of icing sugar, she used refined sugar. olive oil instead of corn oil. glutinous instead of 'koh fun'. everyting was just unprepared lor. suppose to use ice cold water but she dun have ice at home. argh...a bit frustrated at the beginning but nvm la. its just a fun run so the point was to take my mind of tings and just enjoy good larfs doing silly tings. first round was disasterous! the skin was suppose to form a dough but it was toooo watery. so we decided to freeze it and go out for lunch, come back and hopefully it will turn our rite. went for lunch at mcDs next to innerloo shopping mall.
at lunch, i just poured out everyting about rave. wow...i felt sooo light after tat. i didnt wan her to judge the relationship slash frenship. she just sat and listened to me whine whine and whine. i told her about our upcoming trip and how we are not agreeing wif each other. she told me she wants to follow me to europe. when she said it, i was like 'SHIT'..NO! i just wan the time to be ours and not to be shared wif anyone else. yeap, being very sellfish again. very sori about tat.
we were toking for about 1 and a half hours. i jus gave everyting i had inside of me.
got home, the so called dough wasnt even any close to a dough texture. so val decided to just steam the damm bowl of goo.
after tat, we decided to use COLD water...nope, still didnt work. still no dough like tingy. val kept pouring in the excess flour, tat oni made the texture thicker but not thick enuf to knead.
agh, more frustrating, so val put it into the microwave and surprisingly, it harden!so ok lor..take some and play play, made a few but still damm weird...never done it b4 like tat..quite disgusting if u see her doing it.

===i oni made 1 and its the one on the lower right.not the higher left===

===val and phoebe 'making' ping pei haha===

===that ping pei just looks VERY sad===

===tada! end results of the whole day, SAD rite?===
while they were doing and i was standing there larfing and watching, i emailed back and forth wif my mum, both about the ping pei and about my ticket. i asked if she could change the bookings to the 19th instead of the 20th. but she told me that it was fully book and i cant even be on the waitlist. so, i have no choice but to wait in the airport before rave decides to come pick me up.
had a conversation wif rave just now. i gave in. i just dun wanna get into another fight wif her. its just gonna make me more upset and annoyed. i really hope we will still go to italy, be it 4 days. seems like we're gonna go to greece, spain and portugal wif joyce and maybe her bf. i cannot feel jealous, i dun wanna be, i dun wanna tink about it anymore. just wanna have a geat time.
looks like im driving her up the wall. i hope i gave her the rite answers because she means more than she tinks.
am gonna be very bz again tis weekend. seminar tomolo in pamelia hilton. disability job up in tuart hill on sunday and father's day lunch @ dawson place. speaking of exhausted, I AM...very very. been sleeping late and waking up early the whole week. i wonder how im going to wake up tomolo, im physically and mentally tired. tot i would have good time sleeping since its study week, but its just the opposite. out since tuesday, IM TIRED!! been avoiding the gym due to injuries and the feeling of being fatique. help me, im exhausted...i just wanna sleep the whole day!!!




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