pls dun annoy me

===bruises from day 2 after the fall===


===bruises 3 days after the fall *ouch*===

i definately pulled a few of my shoulder muscles on tuesday from ice skating. i cant turn or twist my left shoulder to the back. so damm hard for me to put my bra on man...geez, i never had trouble putting them on at all until now :(
it bloody hurts and its not funny at all...i haven been to the gym the whole week. tuesday ice skating, wednesday interview then today city....

i went for an interview yesterday for a volunteer work wif a disabled elderly man wif MS. i got lost in victoria park because i missed the turning ><"
got to Farrell's coffee place eventually. met up wif bruce and we sat for coffee and he told me all about the job and wat is required. i wasnt so particular about the job althou i noe that i have to do physical stuff which might be very uncomfortable for some ppl. i shall not go into detail about tings that im required to help the man out wif but to me it is noting too uncomfortable...i mean, im studying health sciences and what is there that i haven seen or touch b4 oh.
so after coffee, we went up to tuart hill to meet up wif robert (the disabled) and bruce showed me how to do certain stuff and tested my car if rob could get in and out easily. its pretty hard work but i tink i can manage..if i cant then i'll just keep trying and work it out. ppl wif disabilities still human, just slightly diff in their physicals...
bruce told me that we asians are more open minded when it comes to disabilities and other major illnesses...white ppl are just narrow minded and they cant take 'abnormalities' cuz they just tink its WEIRD and DISGUSTING. i guess it's part of their culture.
im starting tis sunday...prolly for a few hours then come back for the father's day lunch at home :o)

went to the city wif val and clamie just now. wanted to bring them for korean food cuz they haven had it b4. it's called 'kimchi house' @ northbridge, near eutopia and uncle billy's chinese restaurant. got there...EVERYTHING WAS CLOSED!!wat the heck? most of them are open from 5pm till late...wat the heck!!no one opens for lunch???
so we decided to have dim sum insteed. wanted to go for sushi but dim sum's good. ordered lotsa tings and it came to $43...quite ex for 3 ppl actually cuz it wasnt TAT MUCH hehehe. after tat, we went oriental shopping. we're making snow mooncake tomolo at val's place so we were looking for salted egg yolks. guess wat..they dun have fresh ones eh. they have cooked salted duck eggs and they come in BOXES! omg i have never seen anyting like it b4...it was super funny!! and then we went to 'emmas seafood oriental store'...they didnt really have the fresh one but they have fresh seperated yolks! tats wat we needed but val didnt wan to buy it cuz it was rather ex...28 yolks for $22. so she went back to the previous shop to buy the 'cooked' eggs :o/
didnt go for BBT cuz we were just too full...so went back home lor.

before going to the city, i went to the post office to apply for a 'police clearance certificate' for the job. it costs me $51, geez so ex!
its good to apply now oso la...its gonna be good for future employment if i have any hahaha...

mum emailed me tis morning telling me she booked my ticket to dublin oredi...cost RM5223!! officially broke..no kidding..planning to change rm10k for spending...dun even noe if its enuf :0/
at first i was soooo happy jumping up and down wif joy and now, its all the opposite..
before tat...let me paste wat my mum emailed me...

"So you told Elaine already, coming to the airport with red, orange carpet and malaysian kompang. And not to be forgoteen. Your favourite LION DANCE - TONG TONG CHANG. Tell her to prepare in advance. You give her ample time ie. 4 mths to prepare. hahahahaha...."

"Aiyo, the QUEEN OF MSIA AND THE LAUGHTER OR LAUGHING BUDDHA is coming to london town.."

since no one was at home, i just burst out larfing my arse off. i teared so much it was so funny...
i told mum to book 19th (arrive 20th) but she got me 18th (arrive 19th)...
rave told me that i would be a distraction cuz she might have a paper on the 19th. i told her i would just take a cab to her place and sleep. dun tink tat would be a distraction. but then she asked me to change to 20th cuz she cant take a single distraction. ok fine so i said i will ask mum about changing or i'll just wait in the airport till im being picked up. then she asked me if i could say NO to italy....now, if u were me, how would u feel? i told her i wont say no to italy because i want to go there. europe is noting without italy included. so i told her she dun have to go, i'll go on my own.
i spoke to a couple of frenz about tis and they agreed wif me. rave asked me to be considerate...i dun tink i can. i am oredi being considerate saying i go myself insteed. i really want tis trip to be about places that i wanna go and tings i wanna see. dun you tink that forgoing italy would be a shame??

i am over annoyed at the moment. how is tis trip gonna work out when we cant even agree to places tat we're going? ppl can even say 'what if both of u get into a disagreement and what happens from there?'
i tot about tat but then again, i dun wanna noe the wats gonna happen...i can just ignore her rite? rite? rite?
i cannot not tok about the trip. it's gonna happen and i need a plan...if not im just gonna cancel the ticket. i would be really disappointed man...
i dun even wanna tell my cousin that im actualy going cuz i noe she's oredi gonna look down on me no matter wat...i hate wat she tinks and says. everyting i do just dun seem to be up to her standards or someting.

so now im pissed and annoyed. dunno wat im gonna do or say lor. oredi disappointed wif the sms i received from rave just now...
be considerate ive been told, tats jus sad...