moment of silence

i tink everyone needs a moment in silence every once in a while. just quietness, the peacefullness.
i am having a quiet moment now. all cuz im missing out on a great sale and im having travel problems again.

i dun wanna be alone, in the room, all to myself. its too quiet sometimes u noe? then it gets all lively again when im chatting online wif frenz, larfing and gossiping away. in uni as well, i dun wanna do tings on my own, i wan to be wif my frenz, again, larfing and gossiping without caring who was listening. anyways, i had a fun but HOT time in uni. auddie baked sultana n blueberry cake and brought it to uni. it was rather dry but it was the effort tat counts. went for lecture, had a good larf before class started, passing smelly thongs around lol, then went to see clint for chiro app.

met darrell halfway tru the session to grab some stuff off him. wat a coincidence that we were both wearing yellow, how matching, val just gave me the look -.-"
clint was really helpful and orite of a chiro. i was the oni student to see him so it was all good, i get every tuesday till the semester ends wif him. for some silly reason, i forgot about the app and i wore short skirt today *silly jezzie*. awkward moments if u noe wat i mean. got adjusted and off i went.

came back, chat wif kelf and daniel for a bit then decided tat tings were heating up so lets go have a nap. slept wif the tv on. pretty tired from doing noting. had a couple of very irritating smses from melson and i didnt reply until just now. woke up to oni realise tat i was very warm, and i needed cold water. oh and i finally called the st john's blood donation department to book myself in. sean told me about it and i was really interested just cuz i wanna see wat my blood type is ya, so i got the same day as sean on the 3rd of november :D
just remembered i have an app wif bruce tomolo. is he treating me lunch? he better do cuz i had a rain check on him the last time :P

now, about the trip, another moment of silence would be good. was it a wrong move to make her travel wif me? perhaps. from the looks of it, i would say its possible. u noe how when ure sad or annoyed, u just keep quiet and listen but really, u are on the other end of the world, throwing things everywhere, banging on walls and screaming? if i said i did tat, i would be a lil toooo exagerating lol. remember jezzie, a moment of silence, breathe. yea yea, im being a lil selfish but isnt all tis suppose to be stress-free and fun? guess its the opposite for her. tink i have come to the point where if tings were going so badly, i would just shardup and let her do watever she wants. i'll just silently sneek out maybe?
jezzie shdnt put more stress onto her :) jezzie will just pull a fren to her dark corner and start pinching and hitting her fren lol. jezzie will be breathing in, breathing out, in and out over and over again. lets not aggrevate or initiate a headache.

on the other hand of horrible stories, ive got good stories to share. my pet bro kelf likes a gal, and he is very fond of her. he is shy and is soooo adorable when he says it. my baby brother is growing up LOL. he's learning to love and care. hahaha, im tearing hahahaha. im hoping the very best for him, and if he does go on, it will be a long distance relationship when he goes to nz. well, as far as i noe, he isnt afraid of the word LDR cuz he wouldnt mind it at all. now does the gal mind? thats yet to be heard. more updates if he makes his further moves. but for now, all the best to him :D

good nite world, see u in the morning. hopefully when i wake up, i would be smilling and not frowning like i am now :(