Tuesday, November 11, 2008

jezzie the duchess of ure soul

on sunday, i went to innaloo's greater union on sunday to watch 'nights in rodanthe' staring richard gere. it was a good movie, wif lots of crying action. i got 2 free tickets for any movies. i got one from my cousin and one from signing up myself. so instead of inviting a fren for a free movie, i tot hey why not i watch 2 movies myself instead? i mean, everyone is crazy studying and im slacking so why not :P watching alone does sound weird but it doesnt hurt tat bad. its just like watching the tv alone which im so used to oredi. same goes for shopping alone :) not tat bad ppl, try it if u dun have a choice or when all ure frenz just have to ffk u for some reason. my first time watching alone , felt weird but its ok. so for my first movie, i went to watch 'the duchess' staring keira nightley. it was a good film, luved it. keira is such a great actress :D as for my 2nd movie, i wanna go for 'death race' staring jason statham (the guy from the transporter). another great actor and btw, transporter 3 is coming out soon :D :D :D MUST WATCH!

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when things were getting better and u tink it is gonna be like tat from now on, things just flip around. why is tat? am i the cause of all evil? am i the devil wearing prada? just cuz K brought a similar topic up during the chat, i tot hey, why not i tok about it since im annoyed by it? so i did, i told him everyting, even tings tat he shdnt noe. he bite me back by asking me questions which are totally out of the topic. those questions are erelavant but i told him anyways. while doing tat, i read R's blog and woah, flame up man. i just dun get the idea why someone, especially a close fren should even put icing on the cake for something tat is clearly SOUR. it may hurt but why cover it up and make her look like a clear fool? its not like its gonna crush their hopes or dreams lor. saying negative about someone may just help them better themselves. saying tat, u shdnt and NEVER ever call anyone stupid.

i noe for a fact,tat no one wants to hear bad remarks about their appearence, the way they dress, the way their hair is styled, or how their eyes dun sparkle like anyone elses'. u noe tat everyone is surely gonna say u look stunning/charming/sexy/hawt/etc but dun u tink tat not all of them are for real? the ppl who tell u the truth are the ppl who are the ones tat are real to u. ure true frenz. it may hurt but why live in a bubble of lies just for one bloody nite when the next day ure back into reality? of cuz everyone wants to tink they look extra hawt on their special days of the year but wat is wrong wif one critisism? i wont be so harsh to just walk up to u and say 'omg, tat dress is so ugly and u look disgusting'. tats just mean, i will say it if u ask me about it, i will say 'honey, u can do much better than tis, but u look orite but not ure prettiest/most charming'. at least i dun say behind ppl's back that they are the ugliest, most unattractive person i have met in my entire life. tat is harsh, and ure saying it behind someone's back, tats even worse. so how can u judge me?!?! the ol saying goes, look into the mirror and then judge.

i tink some ppl just dun understand tat is why they are living in their world of BIG ego and thinking tat watever ppl say is wat it is. oh come on, the world is more mean than u tink it is. ppl are more harsh wif their words than they are to their self-esteem. she's really making me sound like a bitch, like J is way better than i am. this argument started just cuz u started it. u asked me and tats wat im telling u, but it has to turn out the way it did. im sick of it ah!! i dunno how long i can stand it lor. why cant it just be smooth? why does it have to have nails on my road? i really really tot it will all be over but its not lor. i have to go tru tis wif M, and now u? like K said, i rather not tok to u then to have to argue or disagree wif u.......

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