all ure good for is running away

ure faced wif a bump on the road...do u go ova it or do u take another route?
u are wif someone who is oredi in a relationship, u insist on being wif her because u cant live without her...
now she has eyes oni for the other person and left u heart broken..do u keep hanging on hoping tat one day she sees u or do u let go and move on wif life?

today is our one mth anniversary. im very happy to see him on webbie althou it was oni for a few minutes. i am not satisfied but at least i get to see him smile, blush and wave at me :)

i had an argument wif a fren. i felt cheated. betrayed of my loyalty. i do not deserve this kinda treatment. at least i now noe im not the oni one who feels the way i do. if she tinks im a bad fren for not spending time wif her despite my reasonings, then its just too bad. after all tat ive done, after all the time ive spent on her, and she still doesnt tink tats good enuf, then maybe its time to switch frenz. change of environment. she has the worse reasonings i will ever hear from frenz. oh well, if she tinks tat she's rite and tat ppl have to give in to her, then sorri to say, ive had it wif giving in. i shd noe how to say someting for myself instead of giving in all the time. its time to get my life back :) just hope she keeps in mind tat not everyone will stick by her 24/7, be there whenever she needs someone. everyone has their own probs to deal wif, own sorrows to drown in, own family to fullfil duties to and to obey. if its frenz vs parents, its obvious i am going for the parents. if i am a bad fren for obeying my parents, then who are u to even judge me. if one tink im giving excuses, then maybe one shd tink why is it tat ppl oways come up wif excuses.

im not giving in anymore. i am not at fault here. i will not say sorry neither will i beg for forgiveness :) no more, not unless i am at fault......