ending the relationship :(

just today alone, based on facebook alone, there were more than 5 ppl who ended their relationship. from being in a relationship to being single. at work tis morning, i went on fb as usual. i saw pagan online. it was unusual cuz he was suppose to be at work. his msg was pretty sad :( i chat wif him. for the first time ever, i saw his softer side. he oways buli me call me names etc. but tis morning, he was as soft as a kitty cat. he was having problems wif courtney, turns out courtney wasnt gonna move to perth anymore. tat was the shock of the morning. they love each other like crazy la, on the phone wif each other every time! tok nonstop lor omg.

he was super upset. it was like the end of the world for him. i was the first to noe and tat was pretty upsetting. not even brodie knew about it :( i haven seen tis side of pagan b4 lor ok. i felt soooo sad for him. he was crushed. badly crushed. i had to convince him, prevent him from tinking stupid. he told me tings tat i never tot he would. i mean, i hardly noe him and he oways buli me like crap. i msg brodie to ask him look out for him. stupid fella, woke up SUPER late. made me worri again. idiot oways make me worri oni sigh. i din wanna tell brodie about pagan cuz he said he hasnt told anyone yet. but brodie tot i was hiding smeting from him. wth....annoying. told him and so he knew about it. tried toking to courtney but she wasnt on.

spoke to her just now. noting's changing. she has her reasons for not moving. i support her. on her side :) but its pretty hurting for pagan at the same time. but i guess for this matter, family comes first! no doubt about tat. but then again, she ended the relationship :( i cant do much about it. ive done my part, i tried to change her mind but it didnt work. spoke to pagan about it and he's still upset and he's not stopping, not giving up. he wont take no for an answer, he's strong :)