everyting starts wif someting :)

Yes, I am finally attached. I didn’t wanna keep my options open any longer. I am not desperate, I just really feel tat tis is rite. I was putting my choices out between 3 pp but I am not any longer. Im wif brodie and he is such an angel (for now tat is). Everyone is an angel when they first get into a relationship. Agree?!?! I shall refer him as ‘baby’ cuz tats wat I call him most of the time.

How we met u ask? The most ridiculous way anyone can ever meet, randomly on facebook. Yes, the power of FB. Amazing isn’t it. Funniest part was, pagan (baby’s bro) found me first. And I dunno how, brodie was the one who got in contact wif me. We’ve known each other for more than a mth oredi. We speak omost everyday, at first I didn’t wanna tok to him voice to voice but one day I just decided tat ok, maybe its time I reveal myself. He omost got a heart attack when I picked up his calls. Its oways msn, FB, sms or emails. Never calls. He reckons I have a very cute voice which I doubt tats true. Fyi, baby is an asian FREAK. He has a ting for Asians, no matter wat sort, Chinese, vietz, philipinoz or whatever.

Now, there are lots of drama before we actually got together. His birthday is 29^th of November. He kept insisting tat I go for his birthday party but I told him I cant (I really couldn’t). lets tok about the drama. Baby has been single for 9 mths before he met me. He likes tis gal (his ex) and she moved to Sydney. She told him to move over to be wif her and he agreed. Now now, tis is wat I said…’WHAT THE FARK???’ are u kidding me or sometin? But he told me he likes me and wanna be wif me. Now wait a minute, am I ure fling?? I told him I will never be anyone’s rebound or fling. I wan a relationship, a proper one dude.

We ended up arguing for the first time, even b4 getting together. I wanted to cry because I was lost, I din noe where I stood in his heart and mind. Everyone else just wasn’t in my mind at all. Just lost in my own lil jezzie’s world. So I told him, its either me or her, Sydney or perth, u cant hav both and I wont allow tat. And I dun care if u are gonna be single b4 u move to Sydney next june. Me or HER!

We met up for the first time on the 28^th of nov. he arranged for the meet which I find tat cute cuz he never does any plannings and I hate it. He seemed very nervous. Trust me on tat. Ive never seen any guys being so nervous when they are wif me. Too cute. When I saw him, I just felt happy. Oh and he cut and shaved. Clean look rather than the disgusting long hair and beard tat he had b4. Lots of piercings, one on his eye brow, one on right ear, 2 on left, one newly put in nipple piercing and the ever so hot tongue bar. He got his nipple done just cuz I said I find tat really HOT!! He took me out to morley. I didn’t eat cuz I was full from the steamboat and so he had waffles and we went for a movie instead of going to the beach in the middle of the nite. He paid for everyting. He was very nice, but very nervous at the same time. Too cute!

On my way home, he sms me asking if he was nervous. HELL YEA!! He said tat he was because he wanted to kiss me the moment I stepped out of the car. Haha, I find tat very farny. I never believe tat cuz it was a bit stupid if I did. So I called him a chicken LOL. I met him on Sunday again, cuz he say he wanted to see me before I leave perth. Ok lor, I went and meet him after work. I needed to borrow his body board anyways. I went to his house, into his room. Yes, I very daring rite? Ppl say I am. Wats wrong wif tat? Its just a room ppl. Not a dungeon LOL. Now, about his room, I never wanna leave it lor….omg I luv his bed!!!!! Or maybe I shd say I LUV his pillows!! He has 16 pillows of diff sizes. Now let me tell u one ting, I have a craze for pillows. Omg so soft and his blankie, the best ive been under LOL.

Before going to his house we went for lunch at chatterz. Oh, he has blue eyes btw. Now again, I am crazy for blue eyes!! I did ask him once if I could stare into his eyes without him blinking cuz I luv luv blue eyes. So he say ok, lets play a staring game. Who blink who loose. Wahliao, the whole time during lunch he couldn’t stop looking at me la. Like I oways catch him staring at me. He asked me why I choose this hair tis colour bla bla bla. I told him tat many ppl say I look good like tat so I kept it tis way lor instead of the fringe like one.

We played the staring game from the restaurant till back to his room. He came so close at one point and he kissed me. Cheater rite tat idiot. LOL. I never kissed someone for quite a long time lor ok. I cant begin to tell u wat kissing him is like. Hehehe. Lets not get into too much details. Wat happens in the bedroom stays in the bedroom. I stayed there for quite a while, we watched a movie and I went back after dinner.

Baby knocked himself out during work on Tuesday L I rushed to his house immediately la. Worried sick about him man. Got there and he was like omg, so sam tung la. Icing his head and forehead L I stayed there overnite. Seriously I dam sam tung. He had headaches tru out the whole day and nite L even wif all tat pain, he didn’t stop himself from making me happy. He didn’t want me to worri or feel upset but yet he refused to take panadol. He has never ever taken a drug, not even a panadol for heaven sake. Damm annoyed wif him la but then again, its his choice. Tings happened tat nite and like I said, not everyting shd be told on blogs LOL.

I had to leave on Wednesday cuz I haven pack anyting yet. I left him in the afternoon after lunch. Then he came and pick me up at 7 to go to the airport. Omg, tat was the time I wish I never left perth. if I were to know him way earlier, I wouldn’t have booked my flight so early, nor will I go back for sooo long. I had the best pre-departure moments wif him ever. Never ever had it wif anyone else. I felt sooooo needed and luved for the first time. I can just see it in his eyes tat he wished I didn’t have to go. We were alone up on the observation deck. I didn’t wanna let him go, I didn’t wanna stop hugging him. he left me one hour before my flite cuz he has a basketball game.

I miss him like crazy now. I sms him everyday. My dad is so gonna kill me when he sees how much he has to pay for my hp bill. I told my parents about him and it wasn’t a pretty site. My mum kept objecting. Why? Cuz he is WHITE damm it!! I dun care, I am an ang mo freak LOL and I am gonna be wif him until he dump me :P he bought me a necklace as a farewell gift but I din bring it wif me. It’s a pearl surface pendant wif chain. It read’s ‘love’ in Chinese. He told me tat he isn’t going to Sydney anymore. Part of me is doubting that and another part of me noes he wont be going anywhere. He said tat he would wait for me to return in 2.5 mths time. Interesting. If I pick up a French man on my way, he will fly over and kick him in the nuts LOL. Funniest bit was this, he said tat he allows gals to hit on me but he cant stand seeing other guys wif me. He claims me as his women. Which I luv the sound of tat. Oh u shd see how Audrey interrogated him the other nite over dinner. Anyways, this entry is too long adi. Im stopping now. If u wanna noe more, u can ask me and I’ll tell u. how long will tis relationship last I dunno but im hoping for a long lasting and happy relationship.