i accused him

wat would u tink if ure partner sent a flirt out to someone? tats wat happened to me yesterday. i opened his page and i saw tat he sent out a flirt to someone on speeddate. my heart just drop! he told me that he will never find any other gals while im gone. wats tis now?

i went out wif kelf and how ee. i told him about it and this was the conversation over smses:

brod: 'oi behave'

me: 'i am behaving, unlike u i dun send flirts out to some other person'

brod: 'it was to u dun accuse me b4 u noe the truth FARK'

me: 'i didnt receive anyting from u, besides, i am insecure thats why im tinking like tat'

brod: 'how are u insecure? i shd be the one tht should be'

me: 'well, we oni got together recently and i had to leave perth. what u do there i dunno. i dun noe what's on ure mind'

brod: 'wanna noe wat i do everyday? i go to work i text u. at work i msg u. i go home n msg u. i tink about u 24/7. i didnt go anywhere wif other chix except for this weekend. i luv u and im waiting for u'

he was still very angry that i didnt trust him. i told him i had trust issues becuz ive been cheated on b4. he said tat he had trust issues as well but he doesnt have it wif me. omg, i can just fall down la. he is too good to be true dun u tink? i told him tat and he larfed. he wouldnt forgive me until i go back and check my speeddate account. he said one ting and i could just feel a big rock falling onto my shoulders.

me: 'baby pls forgive me, i dun mean to say tings like tat....'

brod:'see how i feel after my shower...'

everyting was settled and the nite was just so upsetting for me. i can't sleep without knowing he has forgiven me. it ended ok i suppose. went and did some tings wif kelf n how ee. dun tink i should mention wat's going on at the moment. its personal and its not my story to share :)

this morning, i was waiting for his sms at 6am. he oways sms me tat time cuz 7am was when he is at work. he didnt sms me :( but he did a bit later. he called me baby and i smiled. i had to ask if he forgived me and is he still angry about yesterday. he said tat he was not mad, n that he is in luv wif me tats why its hard to be mad at me. he claims im his forever :) b4 tat, he was a bit cold and hesitant towards me on the sms but after tat it was good...

i told him i was going out wif kelf. brodie said tat i keep hanging out wif him and he is upset. for some reason, i didnt feel angry. usually i would be angry cuz it seems like im being controlled to whom i can go out wif. insteed i felt happy because i noe now that if my partner is upset about me going out wif other guys, its cuz they wished it was them tat accompanied me. i now understand :) he asked me not to tell him if im going out wif other guys. he trust me tat im old enuf to noe what i am doing. sweet as....

everyday he sms me and ask me to go home to perth. a lil stress tinking about it cuz time is going soooo slowly. its like 2 more mths before i go back again. it feels like ive been here for a month oredi omg ><" he misssssssssssssssssssszzzzzzzzzzzz me lots. so do i la come on. not hearing his voice everyday oso torture oredi lor. wat more not seeing him huh?? no doubt tat the relationship just started. its oways spicy at the beginning and it oways gets milder as it goes on....why not keep the highness all the way? can we do it tis time? can i make it tru wif this guy?
im really hoping for him to come over next june. i wan him to meet my parents. all my past ex-es have met my parents without knowing what my relationship is wif my ex-es. if he does make it here, i will introduce him as my baby lol lol. mum noes tat he might come over. he can stay at my place but we cant go holidays together without someone else watching us. WTH?? oh well, tats not for another 1/2 year. who noes wats gonna happen then rite? oh well.

i wanna go shopping!!!! kelf bought everytig he wanted to get for his gf. now i wan to shopping!! my turn my turn hahahaha. went for movie today. watched 'd day the earth stood still'. oooo good movie!! another good movie is 'eagle eye' AWESOME ACTION ><" i overused my larfing quota again wif kelf. omg super farny la. from the moment we got in the car till the moment he dropped me off in front of my house. larf non stop omg =.=" one ting i larfed soooooo loud was this story about his mum:

'u noe how if u honk ppl while driving, ure honking the front car?? my mum is different. she honks at the car behind her LOL LOL!!!! if the car behind her is speeding, she honks at them...'

damm farny rite? where got such ting one? i came back and told my parents, omg i larf so loud my dad had to say 'eh dun larf like tat la, more ladylike can onot'. muahahaha....sowee pa....