itz raining...

im sitting in front of my lappie doing my notes when it started to pour..
i stopped and look outside the window and saw my own reflection...
my mind shifted to us again....and i tot about tings that never happened..
i tot about us being in ure room...u left the windows open and it started to rain heavily...
u got up and closed it a lil, leaving a small gap in btw...
the smell of rain rushed tru the room and u came and sat wif me on the beanie...
u put ure arms around me and my head just naturally fell onto ure shoulders..
the sound of raindrops and the sound of u breathing assured me tat i was meant to be there at tat time...on ure shoulders where i belong...
u told me not to be afraid of the thunders and the lightnings...
i promised u i wont be afraid as long as ure by my side protecting me...
u hugged me tite and promised never to leave my side...
we sat there hugging till the sun went down...
u sent me home and gave me a kiss on my head...
u waited till i was safely inside the house then u drove off..

my mind keeps tinking about tings tat never happened between us....my fault all these never got to happen...ive given my luv to many and i gave u the least....im so sorry..if i could turn back time i will give u all my luv and promise to be there for u till u decide its the end of us for good...
y dun we just give luv a 2nd chance.....im sure we can work tings out better tis time...