dun do it because of me...doink!

melson..
i noe ure having a spinning headache but im sorri i have to do this....
5 years is a very long time....im sorri i have to end it...
i gave u 5 long years to reflect on ureself and change for the better...
i need someone who can support me both now and in the future...
we had the conversation today and boy did it not turn out good....
i din choose today because u have a spinning head..
i just cant stand it any longer....i didnt tell u to scare u....
didnt end it because of anyone else..

u say u dun wanna promise me anyting..
the ting is, i dun need u to do tat! i need u to show me a change!
u ask me to trust u tat u would change?
why? because of me?
DO NOT CHANGE BECAUSE OF ME!!!
change for ureself...the future is ures and its not mine to keep...

so u say we cant remain as frens after things ended...
if tats the way u want it then i stand here and respect ure decission...
i cant make u stay and be there for me all the time....
u say u dunno wat u will do after....is tat a threat?
are u trying to make me stay by blackmailing me?
if we cant be partners, why not be good frenz?
u say its impossible to see me as a fren...i agree...

dun change because i want u to...
i need u to tink for ureself and plan ahead...
u shd be able to prove me wrong....i really hope u will...
make my jaw drop, make me tink i made the wrong move...
do watever it takes to prove me wrong....i am all eyes...
i dun need u to change for me......its not me who holds ure future...

im sorri i had to tell u this tru the net...
i wish i could just let u hear it face to face....
i noe u wouldnt let me go so im telling u now...
if u luv me then tink ahead and tink about the future...
i cant oways be there for u....i cant oways bear ure burden on my shoulders...
we have gone tru endless fights, endless tears and endless luv...
i wont say ive wasted 5 years of my life..
it was a good 5 years and i thank you for it...
no doubt tat it wasnt oways smooth sailing....
i still had my share of happiness and sorrows...

i have been loyal and i never meant to hurt u wif someone else..
but if making u feel insecure would make u change..
im willing to do it again..
but it has not effect wat so ever so why am i even trying?
i really enjoyed ure luv and i appreciated ure company...
but now everyting is over..
lets just go our separate ways and until tat day comes, i hope u will prove me wrong....